welcome back!

i am back after disappearing for a few days which seemed like a decade long. miss my laptop and the sound of the keyboard. alright..wat have i been doing..

last fri, had dinner at centrepoint fish&co with bel, melvin, kiwi and kenny. miss the new york fish and chips..yummilicious!!!drooling with the mention of it. i'm a glutton! rcvd 5phone calls from Mr AJ.(not gay aj ok) and finally he had decided to join us after his gym. gosh, he's not only vain but fickle minded! headed to 97 with the rest for night out! ok..97 is a freaking cantopub! with a live band which plays canto/chinese songs! it's fine..until the techno music started playing. sigh..i hate techno actually but i just gotta go with the flow..make myself high by drowning myself with lotsa liquor.

well..many things happened. saw HIS new gal, and got blamed for nth by him. nvm. shant blow the matter up and be a kind soul. forgive and forget. but i still cant control my fingers though. I'M NT THE ONE WHO CALLED HER! still dare say i childish without finding the facts! look who's the one huh?! why will i bother about hw she looks? she's yr gf, not mine for god's sake! *smirkz* ok..enough ms fingers, spare his life!

ok..hmm..i can say i found out many many things abt Mr AJ. ok he's str! tts a great piece of news! and i came to understand his view of r/s. ok, as per bel's advice, it's virtually impossible for anything to happen. sigh..nvm..enjoy this feeling while i can. ok..ms lily is crazy as usual..kept pushing me and mr aj tog. though i noe her motive but nvm i just enjoy it.hahaha..ok..for the first time..i din puke after drinking.

sat...met up with bel and the two boys for ktv. hmm..had fun. met matt after tt for a movie. watched dead silence and yes it worked! i got terrified and h0rrified! ended up not having the courage to go home. well i have to, just tt i relied on my hp by talking to matt. and yes, he just had to makes things worse smtimes huh!

sun..finally bought my new hp K800I. though it's not a very new model but i love the cam! and it's all i look for and need. but till nw, mission not accomplished at all!!!! bloody joyce just cant be initiative and OPEN her GOD DAMN MOUTH!

a message for kiwi or in fact everyone else - like how you encouraged me when was down, things will get better and being sad is just a phase. get over smone who's unworthy and you'll find smone better. if he's not meant to be yrs, let him go. holding it back will just torment you more. rem, love smone whole heartedly and never regret. love someone sincerely and not because you ought to. be with someone because you want to and not need to.

Mr AJ, when will you be........?