everyone's leaving

super low...super affected...two fo my gd buddies are leaving...my fren coreen will be leaving for scotland to work...had know her abt one yr plus...though it's nt a long time..but we got realli close becoz we used to work together..been tru ups and downs..she was there for mi when there was nobody ard mi..when everything turned upside down...now tat she's leaving....i'm realli very sad..i haf no idea when i'll ever see her again...mentioning it juz makes my tears wanna fall..like now...another fren...ah heng...he's leaving too..goin bak to malaysia...super sian...argh
why like tat..one after another...no i mean...together!!!

cant realli take it...just thinking abt it makes mi real sad....i dunno hw long i'll haf to suffer this...suddenly felt so lonely..though i noe i still haf gd frens beside mi...but their decision to leave realli hurts my heart...i'll realli miss those times when we eat...club...watch movie...drink and chill together...damn it...uncontrollable tears rolling down soon....they are the people who were part of my life...now they are leaving...seems like a piece of my flesh wa torn away...yes..it's that painful to mi....i'm realli goin to miss them....alotalot...alot...............

11-8

hey..just wundering..if anyone is still reading my blog..coz i'm super slack now...lazy to type after whole day of typing at work..

well...worked 11-8 shift today..first shift of my one mth plus at work..SUPER boring la...coz i'm the onli one in my team to work this shift..everyone left at 5 and 6...sheesh..sux...took my time to reply those mails...cant be bothered..but luckily...i haf smone to acc mi tmr...nt so bad..though she's well k nown for been the blondie in my team..lolx...smtimes ask stupid questions..but cute la..

HEY!!! went airport to haf swensens juz now...i saw UTT!!!!!!!! wow...he's simply delicious man...felt like eating him up..omg...i juz dunno hw to describe him...tooooo...CUTE!!!wanted to haf a pic taken with him like those desperate fans..but i'm just too shy!! shit...regretting now..damn it...shd haf been a little thick skin huh...argh...a chance has flown away like tat...lolx..nah...enuff of my nonsense...

goin off...just cant find anything interesting to write any further...take care peepz..