first day of work

hm..the last blog was about how i was rejected after the interview...today's blog is to share my first day at work..hee...glad i've found a job and hopefully i'll love it.

well..i'm working in a call centre now...my team is in charge of giving solutions or making reservations for air tix for blur blur customers who call in to the hotline..it's under the program by SIA called Kris Flyer..i'll be undergoing training for 2wks..and within this period of time..i've gotta try to make sure i've learned well enuff to be on the floor..ready to receive calls..it's quite tough...coz there's just so many things to learn..luckily the training wasnt boring..but still....nearly fell asleep..lolx...well..a pig is forever a pig...and one thing tat i was worried abt last night is...eat lunch alone!!! hahah..lucky for mi...my team was a group of super frenly ppl..managed to click with them in a short time...

now..i've gotta try to adjust my body bak to normal..gotta slp early..coz...gotta wake up early..luckily my workplace is onli at tamp..abacus plaza..lolx..just 15mins journey!!yawnz...slping soon........

blue blue blue

been feeling low since i woke up this morning..dunno why..i've been searching for new jobs since last friday...tot i'm lucky to be offered a job..but the company called up my ex com..and i realli dunno wat my ex com told them..that made them change their mind..fuck lor..i did nth wrong and instead my performance was nt bad...kaoz..why the hell they wanna ruin ppl's future??i feel so much wanting to confront them..but wat's the point..i cant get bak that job anymore...i'm so disappointed..nearly broke down when the agent called to tell mi the bad news...argh..felt so lost...guess wat i can do nw is continue to search for other jobs...hopefully i can get one and settle down..feeling so stressed up again...cny is coming very soon...and i'm still stuck here..nowhere...

hope every one of my frens are coping well with their work...realli dun wish to see anyone facing problems like mine...coz it's realli sucky...very very sucky...these past 2 wks plus of the new yr has made mi very tired...should i just take this chance to rest and haf a break?will it be better for me?but still...there are some factors stopping mi from doing that..sighz...i realli dunno wat to say anymore...............

new hair colour

hey..went to the salon to get my hair colour done with caline today..lolx..becoming more like a rock star..haha..my hair now has violet streaks with a dark brown base..my stylist wanted to streak it red for mi..but too bad..gotta go for interviews..so he gotta tone it down a little for me..hmm..i look better now...unlike my old hair colour which was a little too light..makes mi look sick..i look fresher and healthier now..guess how much i spent...$190~!!!!of coz it gotta make mi look better..damn ex lor...a bit heart pain ah...but worth it la...caline has her hair done too...red and orangey streaks with dark brown base too...more vogue than mine..haha...nicely done..and once again..we took pics in centrepoint's toilet...we had analysed...it was the flash light from the cam that activated the censor of the tap...that was why the water started running..hahaha..silly gals..freaked out the other day for no reason..

actually supposed to have a family appt after the visit to the salon..but was cancelled last min..so we decided to go to clarke quay..wanted to watch the match btwn Man U and Liverpool at Brewerks with both of our 'scandals'..lolx..but..we received some rude response from the staff there when we asked for seats outside the restaurant...seemed like they dun welcome us..decided to walk along clarke quay in search of other nice spots..finally...landed up at boat quay and had chinese cuisine for our dinner as well as to watch the match there..but unfortunately..the ambience sux lor..no excitement at all..haha..quickly left the place after eating and went bak to clarke quay...finally settled down at a very cosy pub cum restaurant..had a bottle of Hoegarden..hmm..it's been long..haha..my 'scandal' made a bet on Man U..hahah..and indeed...Man U won~!!!! my fav team..caline was the onli one among the four of us who supports Liverpool..so sad gal..but too bad huh...hahah...after that..we took a cab down to cineleisure to catch a movie..pls peepz...dun waste yr money on Omen ah...sucky lor..sounds scary..oh well...supposed to be a horror show..but...shit...the story line just sux...it's abt a dog coming back after death in form of a human to visit the 3 male leads who took care of it when it was young..utterly crap la..so..pls...save the money to treat mi for dinner instead..hahah..crazy mi..

we walked down all the way to plaza singapura...shared a cab from there..oh..chose the wrong cab coz the uncle just keep complaining to us about the summon he got...buay tahan...but anyway..it was definitely an enjoyable day..

hao la...gotta end here...late liaoz...gdnitez..ZzzZZzz

old woman..

aiyoz..i'm feeling so much like an old woman now..my back's aching like hell...rheumatism..lolx..maybe it's because of the air con here which will freeze people to death..

hmm..feeling a sense of hope..kekeke...just received an email from a company asking me for an interview on friday..wOoOoHOOooo...it's realli fast..just sent out my application this morning..hmm..this company definitely helped to boost my morales coz i lost quite a lot since yesterday..though i've been wondering how much they're willing to offer for mi...but i think got job good enuff liao..but of coz..they cant underpay mi la..hmm..must realli go thank God for helping me..

haha..just helped my colleague to find her tiny winy little ear stud which dropped on our flowery..filthy carpet..hmm..my eyesight is still good man..i realised that coz she's been searching for it for about 5 mins liao..keke..suddenly remembered..went to bugis yest..went to try on 2 pairs of glasses..omg..i look like a teacher (or rather old woman)...lolx..so decent..but i look ugly with a pair of glasses la..lucky i maintained my good eyesight over the years..hah..have been strictly warned since young to take care of them..coz all the adults think i have a nice pair of eyes..will waste it if i wear glasses..*phew*..lucky i succeeded...

arghh...my back....feel as though it's going to break into two..hmm..am i not taking in enuff calcium?i need some milk...lolxXxx...yAwNzz..opps...my tail is comin out again..gotta stuff it back..keke..I WILL BE BACK!

bad mood...

sighz..just heard a realli bad news...i may have to change my stupid job...realli lost my morale...the new partner that my boss is partnering with may not wan to keep us...arghh..wat the hell...i'll know by the end of this month...shit leh...wat a way to start a new year...it realli sucks...make mi feel like goin for full time studies again lor...sianz...but study means no money...gotta work part-time..sux sux sux..how how how....and chinese new year is coming...argghhhh...

stress is coming into mi....and i am very bad at coping with that...is there anyone who can help?the thought of having to look through newspapers and going for interviews just makes mi sick..and tired...i realli hate this...now i have a sudden breaking down feeling inside me..problems just come one after another..it seems like it's never ending..i'm onli 21 and i feel i'm so old..so tired of life...is there anyone in this world, at my age, feeling the same way too?i want so much...a hug from someone who loves mi right now..or even just a word of encouragement will make mi feel better...i'm waiting..patiently...feel so useless in this society..no contributions..but just adding burden to ppl ard mi...my family...my frens...and i'm realli sorry about that...hope i'll be given a chance to repay them...watever i can do...i'll do...i dun mind the difficulties and hardships i'll have to undergo...perhaps..i've gotten used to them...eyes feel heavy with tears...they're soon going to fall..trying my best to keep them back...it's so uncontrollable....but it seems that i don't have a choice..gotta try to be strong..just like in the past...

hm...read through the draft of this post...felt realli sad...not going to write any further..it'll just makes mi drown further..into the bottomless ocean inside my heart....

one ice milo pls...

hey peepz...good morning..hee..just ordered one ice milo..though the aircon and the weather is soon freezing me to death..i dun care~!! lolx..i have my shawl over mi..but...my legs are freezing..coz i'm wearing a skirt...brRrR..it's kinda boring having to work on a saturday..though it's onli half day..which i shouldn't be whining about..i still wanna complain..lolx..hope my boss sees this..opps..

hee...meeting michelle later on..will be shopping at parkway first..after which i'll accompany her for some tuition thingy at paramount...hahaha..the best part is....we'll be goin orchard to shop~!!!wOOoooo hOooo...shopping...a form of exercise and enjoyment..but of coz...i hope i'll soon be able to shop at paragon...at those branded boutiques...lolx...i'm dreaming..if onli i earn that much...hmm..maybe i should go find somebody who can pay for my expenses...lolx...any volunteers!?!? gibby...wanna volunteer nt?lolx..i think i'm getting mad due to extreme boredom here in the office..

hmm..suddenly feel like eating laksa..the famous katong laksa...hmm..can imagine the feeling of eating it...the hot gravy flowing down yr throat..and slowly warming up yr internal organs..and slowly..yr body starts to feel warmer...YES~! its the kind of feeling i wan right now...but..once again....the lazy worms are conquering my body system...legs feel too soft to walk..or rather...i think they're frozen..i cant feel them right now..eyes are getting smaller...they look as though they're closed coz my eyes are small in nature...but cant believe there'll be people commenting that they are big...kaoz...and wat's more..i dun hab double eyelids...so sad...always admiring those gals with big,double eye-lid eyes...sighz...dreaming again..YAWNZ...opps...eyes getting watery...i think i should stop yawning..if not my mascara will smudge...hahah

aiyoz...enuff of my nonsense..goin to walk ard roxy sq...lolx..'shopper's paradise'..hahah..byebye...have a great saturday peepz~!!!

aiyoyo...keke

aiyoz..peepz...a terrible thing happened today...i went for silkair interview with michelle today...OMG~~~!!!!! it's horrible....argh...i STAMMERED...terribly...actually went there for fun..just to accompany michelle...but didnt know why i freaked out~!! the interview took place at mandarin hotel...queued for sooOo long just to register..about 1hr plus...standing with my high heels...my feet nearly gave way!! went there at about 2plus...but everything ended onli at about near 4plus..imagine...how tired i was...and...the worst thing is...two of us..starved for the whole day..coz we thought that weight has to be taken during the registration...lolx..gotta maintain..but who knows.........arghhh..they din take our weight..shit...wasted our effort in trying to fight the hunger...and the smell of food when we were at macdonald's~!!ahhh...we starved from morning 9plus until 4plus leh...kaoz..terrible...felt so weak while queueing for registration...but well...we rewarded ourselves with big feast of sushi at suki sushi right after the interview...keke..ate like pigs...and hahaha..oh my god...we were like mad gals there..keep making fun of a guy sitting behind us...full of pimples and swollen looking lips..hahaha...omg...we're so mean..i even took a pic of him!!hahaha...damn..why are we like that...kekek..went to walk ard with aching feet...until i couldnt bear with it anymore...went for coffee at coffee club outside california fitness...sat there waiting for michelle's fren...half asleep...lolx..but managed to pull through all the way laughing at his jokes....lolx..took a cab back home....fell asleep on the way...coz got massive traffic jam..argh...gotta go...stomachache.....kekeke...nitezz

rOcK sTaR~!

wOoOoO hOOoo...just went for a hair cut today...became a rock star in an hr...lolx...i look soooo different now...couldn't accept the look at first...but now the more i look at myself in the mirror...hmm..i find tat it's actually cool..tats wat i always wanted - a different hairstyle~!! a different me(in terms of looks) in this brand new year..hmm..but one thing about this hairstyle is..i need to use hair clay to style it...which means.....i need to wake up earlier in the morning just to style my hair~!!!! oh....how to....i'm such a pig.....1 min of sleep means so much to me..sighz..i think i gotta quit that habit liao...be hardworking abit...

hmm...went to my ex's working place to have dinner...and god damn it...i din ask him personally for the bill..NO DISCOUNT~!!! argh....22bucks is gone...not tat i'm stingy la..but heart pain leh.....aiyoz...and the most terrible thing is~!!! omg...mi and my fren caline were at the washroom at centrepoint..it's quite ulu la..then we were taking photos using the mirror as reflection...then just as caline pressed the button...the tap beside us started running~!! ahhhh..it realli freaked us out lor...we practically ran off screaming...oh well...no matter wat caused that..it did scared us..

hmm...gotta make a decision if i should go for the interview as stewardess for silkair on thurs...lazy to queue...and wats more..my chances are low ba...coz i'm not a super duper chio bu..

haha..gtg meet my fren downstairs liao..she wanna see my rock star hair~!!! byebye peepz

it's raining..in the inside

it's new year..wanna wish all..a happy new year..all the best in this brand new year..hope all the bad things were left behind..and the good ones brought in..

celebrated this day at fullmoon beach bar last night...was quite drunk..but didnt end up like gibby..lolx..realli shocked after reading hms's blog...no wunder this stupid boi msg mi nonsense last night..and din reply after that...hmm..we had a bottle of chivas...and for myself..4 tequila shots...and a mixture of vodka and beer..so shocking..didnt puke at all..haha..i'm a lousy drinker
and so embarrassing...nearly fell off my chair...coz my fren yanti wanted to burst the balloon which i was hugging...i'm most terrified of bursting balloons...danced throughout the night..enjoying the bar top dance..break dance performance and live band..can remember myself standing on the high stool trying to catch a glimpse of the break dancing..and..yes...i was wearing a short skirt~!!! haha..cant be bothered..lolx...received many kisses last night..great gift for the new year..lolx..and very happi to see my fren ah heng last night..though he gotta work in the morn at 730..he still came over to see us..lolx..gave him a kiss before he alighted the cab..and opps..sorri yanti..gotta leave u with yr frens there and went bak with ah heng..it's too late...and was having a headache..realli had fun with you...cant bear to leave either...

my new yr sounds so fun..but in my heart..there's a deep cut..a cut which will take a long time to heal..i'm the culprit as well as a victim for this cut..cant blame anyone...cant blame you too..i'm left with no choice...hope you understand yar...realli hope that this problem that we're facing will be settled soon...it'll den be the best gift for mi....

hmm..eating lunch now...lolx..yes..it's lunch...i'm goin to slack at home on a new year's day..oh well..nothing new...nothing surprising..and nothing so weird abt this..it's just another day....cant wait to go bak to work..at least i have company..someone to tok to...i realised i'm the kind of gal who cant be lonely..sighz..it's a bad thing...but i am definitely independant..sounds contradicting huh...oh well..cant understand myself either..haha

hmm..ending this post here..in a weather so cold and gloomy..wishing everyone once again..a warm happy new year~ *hUgZ*