wow...

wow...it's been days and days since i haf the time to blog..well..work's been fine..though realli stressful..but managed to cope well with the help of my ever loving,super helpful and totally wunderful team-mates..thankz to them..that i dun find it realli that tough to pass my days..

went to sembawang to haf dinner with caline and jason..hmm..i'm a realli big and bright light bulb...but hey..glad that they dun mind at all..hee..went to Bottle Tree Village to haf our dinner...it's so ulu but yet the crowd there is gd...food is good too..ate crabz..hmm...delicious..it's extremely good esp when u eat it wif man tou...simply heavenly..had talks with them about the problems i'm facing..heard encourgements from them..realli thank them for the time last night..realli had fun...

today is sat...slacking at hm..thinking if i shd step out of the house...dun feel realli good today..as in...emotionally..empty inside..oh..shd i just go out and haf some fresh air?sighz...maybe i shd..staying at hm juz makes mi worse....

thinking of you....

counting down...

it's been another wk...time simply passed so fast...but it seems tat it's never enough for me to finish settling my stuff..maybe they come just one after another so quickly...din even have the time to react properly....work's been tough...and the worse thing is...it hasnt realli started...i'm feeling so tired....had a mock test today...failed terribly i guess...too nervous to even check my notes...yesh it's a open book...mock call test...sianzz..and i was the first to take the goon du test la...sighz...super low morale...though off on first day of cny...but second day gotta work liao la...even worse...

well...tmr is nian chu xi liao...but...it seems that i dun have much mood for this festive occasion...maybe i'm old liao..lolx...collecting ang baos...the joy remained way bak..yrs ago...hmm..maybe i shd just cheer myself up...and enjoy myself the fullest i can..as i dun have much time anyway...hmm..cant wait for the nice food though..lolx..contradicting yar...i'm always self contradicting myself anyway..gotten quite used to it..oh well....gotta do some last min cleaning for my mum....HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR'S EVE EVE!!! hahah

super boring traning

hmm..it's been one wk since i last blogged..well..too tired after work to type much..but come to think again..i din do anything at work leh...it's onli training..learning product knowledge..i guess it was mentally tired rather than physical...fell aslp in class everyday..i wunder if the trainer is boring or i'm the pig...here i am typing...i'm feeling slpy liao...omg...i'm not the usual self...

hmm..went shopping after work today to get a top for cny...walked the whole orchard in my high heels..and now..they're so painful...need a good massage for my back too...shitz...cny is so near liao...and dun haf much festive mood leh...maybe i'm old liao...receiving ang baos is nt tat exciting to mi anymore..but thinking i may gotta work during cny just makes mi sian too...sighz..sickening american company...but then again...got double pay la...sighz...self consolation...

hao la...cannt take it liao...koon liao...tata