initial D..!!

hey hey...wow...went to catch initial D last night at balestier...as expected...it was great man! all the mod cars and drifting down and up hill through those really sharp bends...it was crazy! all the excitement i felt while watching it...wanted so much to be in one of the cars...hahah...and of coz..all the excitement is caused by none other than my fav artist...JAY ZHOU!!! hahahah...so cool!!! hmm..though i sound like a small girl now..but...what the hell....i dun care!!! highly recommended movie!now i'm just waiting for the dvd to be out soon~!! i'll be the first to grab one!!

went to catch the show with one of my frens edwin and his van craz forum frens....and..i can say they are a little crazy...crazy with modifying their vans...with splendid sound systems...but yest wasnt tat fantastic as onli 6 vans were out....heard from edwin 30 over vans were convoying last sat rounding ard Singapore....lol...what a sight it will be...cars are common...but vans...hmmm....wanna catch a glimpse when i haf the chance..hahah....

shall update on happening stuff soon...

it's time to update a little

GSS= great singapore sales!! wOoooO HooOo..totally broke becoz of it!! absolutely insane over it...but then again...i admit...women are crazy shoppers!! the streets in town are occupied with shoppers...nearly thought it is christmas already~

bought stuff like a new pair of levi's jeans...a top from future state...hmm...a new pair of shoes...haha...tats all la...hmm...doesnt sound insane enuff right...orh yeah!! bought a stila eyeliner cum eye shadow as well...hehe...can still remember the 'gay' working there at the counter....he drew my eyes for mi..hands so smooth...but he has BAD..pungent breath...nearly blacked out because of it....haha..tats totally exegerrating....but i really think he shd do smthing about it...he'll scare away many customers...

met up with the ever so delicious babe caline....hahah...hmm..she bought a nice pair of earrings and a pearl necklace for me...thankz babe....gonna use it very soon...but come to think of it...we can really walk huh...from taka to centrepoint to ck tang and then to PS...wow...tats alot of walking indeed....hmm..once again..i posed a super act cute pic for yr hp....and sad to know..i look better in act cute pics than normal ones...but then again..not many ppl can act cute until so cute la...hahaha...madness....

well...nice catching up last night....but...i'm always looking forward to the next chill out session with you...we'll go indo chine for a drink yeah......

argh....sunday again............which means...tmr is monday........blueblueblue

love...

谁爱谁 谁又流干了眼泪
谁后悔 难分难舍太伤悲
他爱谁 谁应该止住眼泪
她心碎 谁又该干脆离开
谁爱谁 谁又能反反复覆
谁后悔 谁在忍受着孤独
谁了解 他退出 她孤独
爱得太盲目

dunno why i quoted this but it does seem meaningful to me at least...yeah love is blind...no matter wat kind of person you had fallen for...he/she will always leave the best memories in your life..though smtimes things/sparks may not start off between the two of you..if you had tried your best...it's the best thing that could ever have happened...no matter who he/she loves..at least you had appear and entered into their lives before...

one party always have to suffer in a r/s...one party has to sacrifice...no matter who the person is...it doesnt matter..as long as the ending is a happy one...it's all worth while...

hmm..it's time to make myself believe in wat i had just typed......

WOW!!!

hey ppl...wow..if not for weiliang..i would have forgotten that this blog still exists!! it's been ages man!! kekeke...but the very first thing i wanna write abt is.......i vomitted 5 times yesterday night...yes 5 times...in a row...after eating pizza hut at tamp mall for dinner!! omg....feel so sucky!! and grossed out!! make mi lost my appetite all the way until now!! yes...i'm having disgestive biscuits for dinner...

woOo hOoo...my skin colour is so nice now!! i simply love it...evenly tanned!! spent my sunday afternoon at sentosa!! with the hot sun just above my head...feeling the massage with suntan lotion my fren is giving mi on my back....and the breeze brushing against my hair once in awhile...hearing the lamest jokes by two 'gays'...and having sex talk in the water...lol...it's realli smthing diff huh...will anyone else talk abt sex at the beach???hahahah

went shopping on monday...opps...took mc just to go shopping wor..kekekek....bought a pair of sneakers from adidas...and a pair sandals!!! all thx to those psycho kings and queen...waste money ah!!!! hmm..friday is goin to be the last shopping spree this mth..lol....broke!!

there are juz sooooo mnay things on my list now..keke...oh yeah...and having a hair cut on sat....it's becoming like a furball....hahaha...horrendous!!!hm....feel like cutting it short!!! any suggestions?haha

well well...tats all folks...short and sweet...kekek

everyone's leaving

super low...super affected...two fo my gd buddies are leaving...my fren coreen will be leaving for scotland to work...had know her abt one yr plus...though it's nt a long time..but we got realli close becoz we used to work together..been tru ups and downs..she was there for mi when there was nobody ard mi..when everything turned upside down...now tat she's leaving....i'm realli very sad..i haf no idea when i'll ever see her again...mentioning it juz makes my tears wanna fall..like now...another fren...ah heng...he's leaving too..goin bak to malaysia...super sian...argh
why like tat..one after another...no i mean...together!!!

cant realli take it...just thinking abt it makes mi real sad....i dunno hw long i'll haf to suffer this...suddenly felt so lonely..though i noe i still haf gd frens beside mi...but their decision to leave realli hurts my heart...i'll realli miss those times when we eat...club...watch movie...drink and chill together...damn it...uncontrollable tears rolling down soon....they are the people who were part of my life...now they are leaving...seems like a piece of my flesh wa torn away...yes..it's that painful to mi....i'm realli goin to miss them....alotalot...alot...............

11-8

hey..just wundering..if anyone is still reading my blog..coz i'm super slack now...lazy to type after whole day of typing at work..

well...worked 11-8 shift today..first shift of my one mth plus at work..SUPER boring la...coz i'm the onli one in my team to work this shift..everyone left at 5 and 6...sheesh..sux...took my time to reply those mails...cant be bothered..but luckily...i haf smone to acc mi tmr...nt so bad..though she's well k nown for been the blondie in my team..lolx...smtimes ask stupid questions..but cute la..

HEY!!! went airport to haf swensens juz now...i saw UTT!!!!!!!! wow...he's simply delicious man...felt like eating him up..omg...i juz dunno hw to describe him...tooooo...CUTE!!!wanted to haf a pic taken with him like those desperate fans..but i'm just too shy!! shit...regretting now..damn it...shd haf been a little thick skin huh...argh...a chance has flown away like tat...lolx..nah...enuff of my nonsense...

goin off...just cant find anything interesting to write any further...take care peepz..

wow...

wow...it's been days and days since i haf the time to blog..well..work's been fine..though realli stressful..but managed to cope well with the help of my ever loving,super helpful and totally wunderful team-mates..thankz to them..that i dun find it realli that tough to pass my days..

went to sembawang to haf dinner with caline and jason..hmm..i'm a realli big and bright light bulb...but hey..glad that they dun mind at all..hee..went to Bottle Tree Village to haf our dinner...it's so ulu but yet the crowd there is gd...food is good too..ate crabz..hmm...delicious..it's extremely good esp when u eat it wif man tou...simply heavenly..had talks with them about the problems i'm facing..heard encourgements from them..realli thank them for the time last night..realli had fun...

today is sat...slacking at hm..thinking if i shd step out of the house...dun feel realli good today..as in...emotionally..empty inside..oh..shd i just go out and haf some fresh air?sighz...maybe i shd..staying at hm juz makes mi worse....

thinking of you....

counting down...

it's been another wk...time simply passed so fast...but it seems tat it's never enough for me to finish settling my stuff..maybe they come just one after another so quickly...din even have the time to react properly....work's been tough...and the worse thing is...it hasnt realli started...i'm feeling so tired....had a mock test today...failed terribly i guess...too nervous to even check my notes...yesh it's a open book...mock call test...sianzz..and i was the first to take the goon du test la...sighz...super low morale...though off on first day of cny...but second day gotta work liao la...even worse...

well...tmr is nian chu xi liao...but...it seems that i dun have much mood for this festive occasion...maybe i'm old liao..lolx...collecting ang baos...the joy remained way bak..yrs ago...hmm..maybe i shd just cheer myself up...and enjoy myself the fullest i can..as i dun have much time anyway...hmm..cant wait for the nice food though..lolx..contradicting yar...i'm always self contradicting myself anyway..gotten quite used to it..oh well....gotta do some last min cleaning for my mum....HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR'S EVE EVE!!! hahah

super boring traning

hmm..it's been one wk since i last blogged..well..too tired after work to type much..but come to think again..i din do anything at work leh...it's onli training..learning product knowledge..i guess it was mentally tired rather than physical...fell aslp in class everyday..i wunder if the trainer is boring or i'm the pig...here i am typing...i'm feeling slpy liao...omg...i'm not the usual self...

hmm..went shopping after work today to get a top for cny...walked the whole orchard in my high heels..and now..they're so painful...need a good massage for my back too...shitz...cny is so near liao...and dun haf much festive mood leh...maybe i'm old liao...receiving ang baos is nt tat exciting to mi anymore..but thinking i may gotta work during cny just makes mi sian too...sighz..sickening american company...but then again...got double pay la...sighz...self consolation...

hao la...cannt take it liao...koon liao...tata

first day of work

hm..the last blog was about how i was rejected after the interview...today's blog is to share my first day at work..hee...glad i've found a job and hopefully i'll love it.

well..i'm working in a call centre now...my team is in charge of giving solutions or making reservations for air tix for blur blur customers who call in to the hotline..it's under the program by SIA called Kris Flyer..i'll be undergoing training for 2wks..and within this period of time..i've gotta try to make sure i've learned well enuff to be on the floor..ready to receive calls..it's quite tough...coz there's just so many things to learn..luckily the training wasnt boring..but still....nearly fell asleep..lolx...well..a pig is forever a pig...and one thing tat i was worried abt last night is...eat lunch alone!!! hahah..lucky for mi...my team was a group of super frenly ppl..managed to click with them in a short time...

now..i've gotta try to adjust my body bak to normal..gotta slp early..coz...gotta wake up early..luckily my workplace is onli at tamp..abacus plaza..lolx..just 15mins journey!!yawnz...slping soon........

blue blue blue

been feeling low since i woke up this morning..dunno why..i've been searching for new jobs since last friday...tot i'm lucky to be offered a job..but the company called up my ex com..and i realli dunno wat my ex com told them..that made them change their mind..fuck lor..i did nth wrong and instead my performance was nt bad...kaoz..why the hell they wanna ruin ppl's future??i feel so much wanting to confront them..but wat's the point..i cant get bak that job anymore...i'm so disappointed..nearly broke down when the agent called to tell mi the bad news...argh..felt so lost...guess wat i can do nw is continue to search for other jobs...hopefully i can get one and settle down..feeling so stressed up again...cny is coming very soon...and i'm still stuck here..nowhere...

hope every one of my frens are coping well with their work...realli dun wish to see anyone facing problems like mine...coz it's realli sucky...very very sucky...these past 2 wks plus of the new yr has made mi very tired...should i just take this chance to rest and haf a break?will it be better for me?but still...there are some factors stopping mi from doing that..sighz...i realli dunno wat to say anymore...............

new hair colour

hey..went to the salon to get my hair colour done with caline today..lolx..becoming more like a rock star..haha..my hair now has violet streaks with a dark brown base..my stylist wanted to streak it red for mi..but too bad..gotta go for interviews..so he gotta tone it down a little for me..hmm..i look better now...unlike my old hair colour which was a little too light..makes mi look sick..i look fresher and healthier now..guess how much i spent...$190~!!!!of coz it gotta make mi look better..damn ex lor...a bit heart pain ah...but worth it la...caline has her hair done too...red and orangey streaks with dark brown base too...more vogue than mine..haha...nicely done..and once again..we took pics in centrepoint's toilet...we had analysed...it was the flash light from the cam that activated the censor of the tap...that was why the water started running..hahaha..silly gals..freaked out the other day for no reason..

actually supposed to have a family appt after the visit to the salon..but was cancelled last min..so we decided to go to clarke quay..wanted to watch the match btwn Man U and Liverpool at Brewerks with both of our 'scandals'..lolx..but..we received some rude response from the staff there when we asked for seats outside the restaurant...seemed like they dun welcome us..decided to walk along clarke quay in search of other nice spots..finally...landed up at boat quay and had chinese cuisine for our dinner as well as to watch the match there..but unfortunately..the ambience sux lor..no excitement at all..haha..quickly left the place after eating and went bak to clarke quay...finally settled down at a very cosy pub cum restaurant..had a bottle of Hoegarden..hmm..it's been long..haha..my 'scandal' made a bet on Man U..hahah..and indeed...Man U won~!!!! my fav team..caline was the onli one among the four of us who supports Liverpool..so sad gal..but too bad huh...hahah...after that..we took a cab down to cineleisure to catch a movie..pls peepz...dun waste yr money on Omen ah...sucky lor..sounds scary..oh well...supposed to be a horror show..but...shit...the story line just sux...it's abt a dog coming back after death in form of a human to visit the 3 male leads who took care of it when it was young..utterly crap la..so..pls...save the money to treat mi for dinner instead..hahah..crazy mi..

we walked down all the way to plaza singapura...shared a cab from there..oh..chose the wrong cab coz the uncle just keep complaining to us about the summon he got...buay tahan...but anyway..it was definitely an enjoyable day..

hao la...gotta end here...late liaoz...gdnitez..ZzzZZzz

old woman..

aiyoz..i'm feeling so much like an old woman now..my back's aching like hell...rheumatism..lolx..maybe it's because of the air con here which will freeze people to death..

hmm..feeling a sense of hope..kekeke...just received an email from a company asking me for an interview on friday..wOoOoHOOooo...it's realli fast..just sent out my application this morning..hmm..this company definitely helped to boost my morales coz i lost quite a lot since yesterday..though i've been wondering how much they're willing to offer for mi...but i think got job good enuff liao..but of coz..they cant underpay mi la..hmm..must realli go thank God for helping me..

haha..just helped my colleague to find her tiny winy little ear stud which dropped on our flowery..filthy carpet..hmm..my eyesight is still good man..i realised that coz she's been searching for it for about 5 mins liao..keke..suddenly remembered..went to bugis yest..went to try on 2 pairs of glasses..omg..i look like a teacher (or rather old woman)...lolx..so decent..but i look ugly with a pair of glasses la..lucky i maintained my good eyesight over the years..hah..have been strictly warned since young to take care of them..coz all the adults think i have a nice pair of eyes..will waste it if i wear glasses..*phew*..lucky i succeeded...

arghh...my back....feel as though it's going to break into two..hmm..am i not taking in enuff calcium?i need some milk...lolxXxx...yAwNzz..opps...my tail is comin out again..gotta stuff it back..keke..I WILL BE BACK!

bad mood...

sighz..just heard a realli bad news...i may have to change my stupid job...realli lost my morale...the new partner that my boss is partnering with may not wan to keep us...arghh..wat the hell...i'll know by the end of this month...shit leh...wat a way to start a new year...it realli sucks...make mi feel like goin for full time studies again lor...sianz...but study means no money...gotta work part-time..sux sux sux..how how how....and chinese new year is coming...argghhhh...

stress is coming into mi....and i am very bad at coping with that...is there anyone who can help?the thought of having to look through newspapers and going for interviews just makes mi sick..and tired...i realli hate this...now i have a sudden breaking down feeling inside me..problems just come one after another..it seems like it's never ending..i'm onli 21 and i feel i'm so old..so tired of life...is there anyone in this world, at my age, feeling the same way too?i want so much...a hug from someone who loves mi right now..or even just a word of encouragement will make mi feel better...i'm waiting..patiently...feel so useless in this society..no contributions..but just adding burden to ppl ard mi...my family...my frens...and i'm realli sorry about that...hope i'll be given a chance to repay them...watever i can do...i'll do...i dun mind the difficulties and hardships i'll have to undergo...perhaps..i've gotten used to them...eyes feel heavy with tears...they're soon going to fall..trying my best to keep them back...it's so uncontrollable....but it seems that i don't have a choice..gotta try to be strong..just like in the past...

hm...read through the draft of this post...felt realli sad...not going to write any further..it'll just makes mi drown further..into the bottomless ocean inside my heart....

one ice milo pls...

hey peepz...good morning..hee..just ordered one ice milo..though the aircon and the weather is soon freezing me to death..i dun care~!! lolx..i have my shawl over mi..but...my legs are freezing..coz i'm wearing a skirt...brRrR..it's kinda boring having to work on a saturday..though it's onli half day..which i shouldn't be whining about..i still wanna complain..lolx..hope my boss sees this..opps..

hee...meeting michelle later on..will be shopping at parkway first..after which i'll accompany her for some tuition thingy at paramount...hahaha..the best part is....we'll be goin orchard to shop~!!!wOOoooo hOooo...shopping...a form of exercise and enjoyment..but of coz...i hope i'll soon be able to shop at paragon...at those branded boutiques...lolx...i'm dreaming..if onli i earn that much...hmm..maybe i should go find somebody who can pay for my expenses...lolx...any volunteers!?!? gibby...wanna volunteer nt?lolx..i think i'm getting mad due to extreme boredom here in the office..

hmm..suddenly feel like eating laksa..the famous katong laksa...hmm..can imagine the feeling of eating it...the hot gravy flowing down yr throat..and slowly warming up yr internal organs..and slowly..yr body starts to feel warmer...YES~! its the kind of feeling i wan right now...but..once again....the lazy worms are conquering my body system...legs feel too soft to walk..or rather...i think they're frozen..i cant feel them right now..eyes are getting smaller...they look as though they're closed coz my eyes are small in nature...but cant believe there'll be people commenting that they are big...kaoz...and wat's more..i dun hab double eyelids...so sad...always admiring those gals with big,double eye-lid eyes...sighz...dreaming again..YAWNZ...opps...eyes getting watery...i think i should stop yawning..if not my mascara will smudge...hahah

aiyoz...enuff of my nonsense..goin to walk ard roxy sq...lolx..'shopper's paradise'..hahah..byebye...have a great saturday peepz~!!!

aiyoyo...keke

aiyoz..peepz...a terrible thing happened today...i went for silkair interview with michelle today...OMG~~~!!!!! it's horrible....argh...i STAMMERED...terribly...actually went there for fun..just to accompany michelle...but didnt know why i freaked out~!! the interview took place at mandarin hotel...queued for sooOo long just to register..about 1hr plus...standing with my high heels...my feet nearly gave way!! went there at about 2plus...but everything ended onli at about near 4plus..imagine...how tired i was...and...the worst thing is...two of us..starved for the whole day..coz we thought that weight has to be taken during the registration...lolx..gotta maintain..but who knows.........arghhh..they din take our weight..shit...wasted our effort in trying to fight the hunger...and the smell of food when we were at macdonald's~!!ahhh...we starved from morning 9plus until 4plus leh...kaoz..terrible...felt so weak while queueing for registration...but well...we rewarded ourselves with big feast of sushi at suki sushi right after the interview...keke..ate like pigs...and hahaha..oh my god...we were like mad gals there..keep making fun of a guy sitting behind us...full of pimples and swollen looking lips..hahaha...omg...we're so mean..i even took a pic of him!!hahaha...damn..why are we like that...kekek..went to walk ard with aching feet...until i couldnt bear with it anymore...went for coffee at coffee club outside california fitness...sat there waiting for michelle's fren...half asleep...lolx..but managed to pull through all the way laughing at his jokes....lolx..took a cab back home....fell asleep on the way...coz got massive traffic jam..argh...gotta go...stomachache.....kekeke...nitezz

rOcK sTaR~!

wOoOoO hOOoo...just went for a hair cut today...became a rock star in an hr...lolx...i look soooo different now...couldn't accept the look at first...but now the more i look at myself in the mirror...hmm..i find tat it's actually cool..tats wat i always wanted - a different hairstyle~!! a different me(in terms of looks) in this brand new year..hmm..but one thing about this hairstyle is..i need to use hair clay to style it...which means.....i need to wake up earlier in the morning just to style my hair~!!!! oh....how to....i'm such a pig.....1 min of sleep means so much to me..sighz..i think i gotta quit that habit liao...be hardworking abit...

hmm...went to my ex's working place to have dinner...and god damn it...i din ask him personally for the bill..NO DISCOUNT~!!! argh....22bucks is gone...not tat i'm stingy la..but heart pain leh.....aiyoz...and the most terrible thing is~!!! omg...mi and my fren caline were at the washroom at centrepoint..it's quite ulu la..then we were taking photos using the mirror as reflection...then just as caline pressed the button...the tap beside us started running~!! ahhhh..it realli freaked us out lor...we practically ran off screaming...oh well...no matter wat caused that..it did scared us..

hmm...gotta make a decision if i should go for the interview as stewardess for silkair on thurs...lazy to queue...and wats more..my chances are low ba...coz i'm not a super duper chio bu..

haha..gtg meet my fren downstairs liao..she wanna see my rock star hair~!!! byebye peepz

it's raining..in the inside

it's new year..wanna wish all..a happy new year..all the best in this brand new year..hope all the bad things were left behind..and the good ones brought in..

celebrated this day at fullmoon beach bar last night...was quite drunk..but didnt end up like gibby..lolx..realli shocked after reading hms's blog...no wunder this stupid boi msg mi nonsense last night..and din reply after that...hmm..we had a bottle of chivas...and for myself..4 tequila shots...and a mixture of vodka and beer..so shocking..didnt puke at all..haha..i'm a lousy drinker
and so embarrassing...nearly fell off my chair...coz my fren yanti wanted to burst the balloon which i was hugging...i'm most terrified of bursting balloons...danced throughout the night..enjoying the bar top dance..break dance performance and live band..can remember myself standing on the high stool trying to catch a glimpse of the break dancing..and..yes...i was wearing a short skirt~!!! haha..cant be bothered..lolx...received many kisses last night..great gift for the new year..lolx..and very happi to see my fren ah heng last night..though he gotta work in the morn at 730..he still came over to see us..lolx..gave him a kiss before he alighted the cab..and opps..sorri yanti..gotta leave u with yr frens there and went bak with ah heng..it's too late...and was having a headache..realli had fun with you...cant bear to leave either...

my new yr sounds so fun..but in my heart..there's a deep cut..a cut which will take a long time to heal..i'm the culprit as well as a victim for this cut..cant blame anyone...cant blame you too..i'm left with no choice...hope you understand yar...realli hope that this problem that we're facing will be settled soon...it'll den be the best gift for mi....

hmm..eating lunch now...lolx..yes..it's lunch...i'm goin to slack at home on a new year's day..oh well..nothing new...nothing surprising..and nothing so weird abt this..it's just another day....cant wait to go bak to work..at least i have company..someone to tok to...i realised i'm the kind of gal who cant be lonely..sighz..it's a bad thing...but i am definitely independant..sounds contradicting huh...oh well..cant understand myself either..haha

hmm..ending this post here..in a weather so cold and gloomy..wishing everyone once again..a warm happy new year~ *hUgZ*

it's 1252am

it's now 12plus am in the morning,just got home from dinner/supper at NUS,the cheese prata shop..yummy..ate banana and cheese prata...slurp~ but like not filling leh..maybe too hungry liao..whole day didnt eat..

it was gibby's bdae..feel so sorry...too busy to wish him happi birthday in the morning and afternoon..went home to slp..onli managed to wish him at about near 8plus...gibby..here..i wanna wish you happi birthday..all the best...in this new yr ahead of you..be happi..and remember i'll be here yar...keke..here's a birthday hug for you...*hUgz*

sighz..sad...the kopitiam where my stall is has changed management and damn it...i gotta move..coz the new boss thinks our rent is too low..sianz..gotta find a new place...argh..it totally pissed and discouraged mi...it's a sucky new yr for mi...this yr just sux full time...

sighz..no mood.....byebye

ending soon...

hey peepz...i'm going to evaluate the year 2004 in this post...gone through many many ups and downs...

During the 1st quarter of the yr (January - March)..hmm..actually cant realli remembermuch..but i suppose it was quite smooth for mi..everything went well for mi..in terms of r/s,career or family...

During the 2nd quarter (April - June)...grown up to be an adult..21yrs old..but it's realli tough and torturing..ended my r/s of 2yrs+ in such a way that left mi with nothing..i love him so so much..and yet he left mi without any signs...it left mi depressed..though for some reasons i managed to be strong once againvery soon..but it left mi looking haggard for a few months..the onli ways to stop thinking about it is to keep clubbing and drinking..led a realli terrible lifestyle then..but ohwell well..i'm strong again~!!! yeah baby~!!! you think you can defeat mi!?!? NO WAY!!! (yes i'm tokking to you~!!!)

During the 3rd quarter (July - September)..worked hard..played hard..flirted real hard..laughed hard..cried even harder..became real close to 2 gd frens..coreen and yanti..they were there for mi all the time..cried with mi..laughed with mi..i realli realli appreciate their care and love showered on mi...thankz sisters..this period of time was oso a chance formi to slowly search for the frens i've lost due to the r/s..tried very hard even up till this moment..but i'll continue todo my best...

During the last quarter (October - December)..managed to find back my very good buddy..sharon..thankz alot darling~..changed my job from a sales girl to a full time office staff (though i hate office jobs!!)..michelle is back from australia..which is one of the happiest thing happening to mi..and one more amazing thing..and that's caline..my old best sister..gladwe're able to be back in contact again..realli praying i wont lose you again...thankz for everything..found gib too...(hey you!!thankz for being there for mi..u noe when right?keke..)..managed to open my nasi lemak stall..hopefully it'll prosper..

This year..is very meaningful to mi..suffered alot..and enjoyed alot too..wanna say thanks to everyone..esp yanti,coreen,zen,michelle,caline,sharon,henry,katty,rayden,jordan,jianwei,gibson and many more...thanks guys/gals for being there with mi..thanksfor bearing with my nonsense and short n hot temper..i realli love all of you.. *muackz*

Hopefully and praying hard that 2005 will be a better year for mi..hope i'll be able to find my the other half soon..to take care of miand to protect and love mi..to be able to do well in my career as well as my stall..to be a better fren and daughter...and..to be able to startto save alot of money...just in case i cant get married in future..hahaha...

okok...ending here..let's count down to a brand new year together frens~!!!let's stand strong together no matter wat happens too..i love all of you! esp you....hee