ending soon...

hey peepz...i'm going to evaluate the year 2004 in this post...gone through many many ups and downs...

During the 1st quarter of the yr (January - March)..hmm..actually cant realli remembermuch..but i suppose it was quite smooth for mi..everything went well for mi..in terms of r/s,career or family...

During the 2nd quarter (April - June)...grown up to be an adult..21yrs old..but it's realli tough and torturing..ended my r/s of 2yrs+ in such a way that left mi with nothing..i love him so so much..and yet he left mi without any signs...it left mi depressed..though for some reasons i managed to be strong once againvery soon..but it left mi looking haggard for a few months..the onli ways to stop thinking about it is to keep clubbing and drinking..led a realli terrible lifestyle then..but ohwell well..i'm strong again~!!! yeah baby~!!! you think you can defeat mi!?!? NO WAY!!! (yes i'm tokking to you~!!!)

During the 3rd quarter (July - September)..worked hard..played hard..flirted real hard..laughed hard..cried even harder..became real close to 2 gd frens..coreen and yanti..they were there for mi all the time..cried with mi..laughed with mi..i realli realli appreciate their care and love showered on mi...thankz sisters..this period of time was oso a chance formi to slowly search for the frens i've lost due to the r/s..tried very hard even up till this moment..but i'll continue todo my best...

During the last quarter (October - December)..managed to find back my very good buddy..sharon..thankz alot darling~..changed my job from a sales girl to a full time office staff (though i hate office jobs!!)..michelle is back from australia..which is one of the happiest thing happening to mi..and one more amazing thing..and that's caline..my old best sister..gladwe're able to be back in contact again..realli praying i wont lose you again...thankz for everything..found gib too...(hey you!!thankz for being there for mi..u noe when right?keke..)..managed to open my nasi lemak stall..hopefully it'll prosper..

This year..is very meaningful to mi..suffered alot..and enjoyed alot too..wanna say thanks to everyone..esp yanti,coreen,zen,michelle,caline,sharon,henry,katty,rayden,jordan,jianwei,gibson and many more...thanks guys/gals for being there with mi..thanksfor bearing with my nonsense and short n hot temper..i realli love all of you.. *muackz*

Hopefully and praying hard that 2005 will be a better year for mi..hope i'll be able to find my the other half soon..to take care of miand to protect and love mi..to be able to do well in my career as well as my stall..to be a better fren and daughter...and..to be able to startto save alot of money...just in case i cant get married in future..hahaha...

okok...ending here..let's count down to a brand new year together frens~!!!let's stand strong together no matter wat happens too..i love all of you! esp you....hee