it's raining..in the inside

it's new year..wanna wish all..a happy new year..all the best in this brand new year..hope all the bad things were left behind..and the good ones brought in..

celebrated this day at fullmoon beach bar last night...was quite drunk..but didnt end up like gibby..lolx..realli shocked after reading hms's blog...no wunder this stupid boi msg mi nonsense last night..and din reply after that...hmm..we had a bottle of chivas...and for myself..4 tequila shots...and a mixture of vodka and beer..so shocking..didnt puke at all..haha..i'm a lousy drinker
and so embarrassing...nearly fell off my chair...coz my fren yanti wanted to burst the balloon which i was hugging...i'm most terrified of bursting balloons...danced throughout the night..enjoying the bar top dance..break dance performance and live band..can remember myself standing on the high stool trying to catch a glimpse of the break dancing..and..yes...i was wearing a short skirt~!!! haha..cant be bothered..lolx...received many kisses last night..great gift for the new year..lolx..and very happi to see my fren ah heng last night..though he gotta work in the morn at 730..he still came over to see us..lolx..gave him a kiss before he alighted the cab..and opps..sorri yanti..gotta leave u with yr frens there and went bak with ah heng..it's too late...and was having a headache..realli had fun with you...cant bear to leave either...

my new yr sounds so fun..but in my heart..there's a deep cut..a cut which will take a long time to heal..i'm the culprit as well as a victim for this cut..cant blame anyone...cant blame you too..i'm left with no choice...hope you understand yar...realli hope that this problem that we're facing will be settled soon...it'll den be the best gift for mi....

hmm..eating lunch now...lolx..yes..it's lunch...i'm goin to slack at home on a new year's day..oh well..nothing new...nothing surprising..and nothing so weird abt this..it's just another day....cant wait to go bak to work..at least i have company..someone to tok to...i realised i'm the kind of gal who cant be lonely..sighz..it's a bad thing...but i am definitely independant..sounds contradicting huh...oh well..cant understand myself either..haha

hmm..ending this post here..in a weather so cold and gloomy..wishing everyone once again..a warm happy new year~ *hUgZ*