cny updates

oh well..nth much to write about actually...cuz actually the same things happened just like last yr...but this yr's special will be shaun's heroic action by shouting 'OEI MAI CHA LA' (which means oei dun be noisy in hokkien) at abt 11pm from first floor making sure all in the hse can hear it...and of cuz nt missing out on weiliang's 'rain dance' , the one-n-only dance move created by him on a fateful night at MOMO..he gotta show it to everyone in the hse..the hilarious part is my one of my aunties asked him to shake his butt more...keke....

here are some of the pics..






let the steamboat begin.....

piggy fish cake...kawaii ne...








new game to play...forfeit will be eating a packet of wasabi all at once..











the nonsensicals...lol..watever...






chinese tradition to 'lao yu sheng'

well..my chopsticks flew off halfway..and just look at the mess..

bad day

in a whole..it was just a bad day..shant reveal the details but overall...it's really terrible..

happy birthday to mum...though she's nt happy....didnt expect things to turn out this way..kinda broken my heart...sobbing while typing this... (and of cuz..couple more of unfortunate events happened)...

i'm so stressed up...i dunno how to make myself feel better....the moment i am alone...i start to feel this way...but luckily it went away when i was with the boys...but once shaun n andrew got out of the cab...it started all over again...the shitty feeling overwhelmed my heart..i realised i cant be alone...but i have to....wish i have a dog to hug nw...at least it will help to calm mi down....right...soft toys doesnt help....

cant imagine the feeling of waking up in the morning...cuz i cant predict how the day will be like...wish i can slp forever and never be awake to face this cruel and cold world...smtimes i wish i was born as smone's precious pet...eat..slp..play...and having a good owner...dun have to worry abt anything...

it's 3am nw...just finished tokking to andrew n shaun...felt really bad..bad in the sense..hurt...and depressed...lost....if there is a more tragic word to describe the way i'm feeling now...pls gimme suggestions....dun dare to slp..cuz i dun dare to open my eyes in the morning...

tokking on the phone reminded mi of a sad past...maybe it's the cause of everything tt had happened...the cause of the fear in me....i dunno...but it's sucky cuz it's wayyyyyy tooo long ago...i shd have gotten over it....but dreaming of it twice in a wk kinda made things worse......

read this in a bulletin board in friendster...

ARIES:. The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny.Take you on trips to the moon in bed.Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy.Loves being in long relationships.=)Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

--->Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous Loud <---- quite true..the rest i dunno la...

right..gonna rest...slping or not is another thing.................

PS: blue for the font as it symbalises moody...

alamak

first day of cny...had checked-in to the chalet...on the way back was informed tat mum's passport was not stamped when she returned from JB...the singapore immigration officer had advised that she has to go back and stamp her passport..but the weird thing is..she is able to be in the kitchen frying beehoon nw!!!! why didnt the officer make it compulsory for her to return to JB ASAP?!?! now the reason why she did nt u-turn to JB as it was jammed all the way to sin..so she tot she can go return to jb to stamp her passport later on....but WTF?!?!?! why is there a loophole in the law of msia and sin?? why is she allowed to be back home cooking now!?!? stupidity!!!!

the reason why her passport wasnt stamped is becuz my clever dad left out her passport. then why is msia immigration officer so toot?!?! COZ WHY!!!! their windows are allllllll tinted!!! even if there are extra ppl in the car they wouldnt even f**king noe!!!omg..plain ridiculous!!!!

i duno if you ppl noe about the recent case of a singaporean woman whose ppt wasnt stamped on her way back as well..she was asked to return to jb to stamp it...upon her arrival..she was accused of being an illegal immigrant!! and was detained in their station for 1 whole wk!! in the end...she was fined 6000 freaking dollars!!!!!!! omg omg omg....why is their law................sorry but i dun have a fantastic word to describe it... all i can say is...it's just OMG...........argh.....so irritating.....or rather....just dumb!!!!!! *pui*

anyway...gong xi gong xi~

happy 24th bday shaun!

happy birthday to you...happy birthday to you..happy birthday to Shaun...happy bday to u!! happy bird day shauny!!!!

cute cake huh...should have gotten you this instead...but a bit wasted for it to land on your face..

have a great bday darling...


all who love you the way you are.....

customs dying off

my new ou xiang!! so handsome...kekekeke...

my blog is becoming more like a primary school kid's...

anyway...another 2 days to cny..kinda excited..but kinda dun wan it to come so soon as well..cuz it means it'll be over soon isnt it...

met up with sis this afternoon for lunch and went for pedicure after that..met caline for dinner at chinatown..shared a bowl of the famous fishball noodles, 12 guo ties and a plate of zhu cheong fun..went to chinatown after that...walked and walked..we didnt find walkng enuff so we continued our journey from chinatown all the way to bugis and finally took bus from bras basah to go hm...she's currently staying at grandma's plc as her new home isnt ready yet..so we can take the same bus back..grandma's plc is at loyang..

hmm..fickle minded mum hadnt made up her mind if she is goin to msia on sat..which means the venue where i'm going to have my tuan yuan fan (reunion dinner) is now unknown..poor me...

ok...just got to know tat many youngsters nowadays dunno many chinese customs...

1) that children stay awake and welcome chu yi which is the first day of cny..they stay awake on the eve for as late as possible to wish that parents will have longer lives...

2)The presentation of oranges during Chun Jie is basically a southern Chinese ritual, arising from the fact that the Cantonese pronunciation of oranges "gam" has the same pronunciation as "gold". When visiting one's relatives and friends, it is a must to bring along two or even four oranges as gifts. Because the Chinese believe that even numbers signify happy events while odd numbers are only used for unhappy events, New Year gifts are always presented in pairs.
As a sign of respect to one's elders the oranges should be presented with both hands. Since the recipient also hopes that the presenter would have good luck in the coming year, it is customary for the recipient to present two oranges when the visitor leaves.



customs and traditions are slowly dying off this generation..but i certainly hope i will be able to pass it on to as many generations as possible...

happy valentine's day

happy v-day to all of you..here goes the history of St.Valentine's day.

On the ancient Athens calendar, the period between mid-January and mid-February was the month of Gamelion, dedicated to the sacred marriage of Zeus and Hera. In Ancient Rome, February 15 was Lupercalia. Plutarch wrote: Lupercalia, of which many write that it was anciently celebrated by shepherds, and has also some connection with the Arcadian Lycaea. At this time many of the noble youths and of the magistrates run up and down through the city naked, for sport and laughter striking those they meet with shaggy thongs. And many women of rank also purposely get in their way, and like children at school present their hands to be struck, believing that the pregnant will thus be helped in delivery, and the barren to pregnancy. The word Lupercalia comes from lupus, or wolf, so the holiday may be connected with the legendary wolf that suckled Romulus and Remus. Lupercalia was a festival local to the city of Rome. The more general Festival of Juno Februa, meaning "Juno the purifier" or "the chaste Juno," was celebrated on February 13-14. Pope Gelasius I (492-496) abolished Lupercalia. Some historians argue that Candlemas (then held on February 14, later moved to February 2) was promoted as its replacement, but this feast was already being celebrated in Jerusalem by AD 381. The pope also declared in 496 that the feast of St. Valentine would be on February 14.

i noe it's boring to read it but realised that many..or rather.. majority of us celebrate Valentine's day without knowing the history and the actual meaning of the day itself..valentine's day had became so commercialised that business men used this day to make profit by selling flowers which cost ridiculously expensive and every restaurant will be packed with lovey dovey couples and of cuz they'll have set menus which are costly as well..

for me..i believe we can celebrate valentine's day everyday...the men can buy flowers for their gfs or wives everyday to say i love you..why must it be on valentine's? strange...no logic at all.....if only valentine's day can remain as pure as AD496....

chinatown pics

piggy year~

gosh...they look so alike...

the expensive mochis

cheese..


ok...i ordered wrongly

kolo mee for dinner

counting down to cny

time passes so quickly..now..it's only one wk away to CNY..and soon 15days of cny will be over..mum bought some goodies..the 'hei bi hiam' which is the shrimp roll...yummilicious!! cant wait to be able to open the container to taste some...mum says i can try nw but i cant guarantee i'll be able to resist having them all...

went to holland village to get some decor for my rm..bought smthing to hang btwn my wardrobe and my bed to hide the flaws n damage of my wardrobe...it's made of beads, dark pink in colour..exactly the colour i wan for my rm...cant wait to put it up...gotta drill holes for it...and i also bought the curtain rods and a white curtain a few days ago..wil get a pink curtain nx wk..cuz out of stock...

nx..met sis shaun n milo at chinatown..had kolo mee for dinner..opps..i ordered extra bowl of noodle and shaun gotta pay more...keke..sorri dude...after dinner..we started to walk along the streets and lanes of chinatown...the atmosphere for the coming cny can be felt...business owners using mikes and loudspeakers to lure customers..one of them succeeded to catch the guys' attention by calling them 'shuai ges' (handsomes)...haha...and even calling them 5566 (taiwanese boy band)..gosh..is he blind or is he blind? yes he is blind...HAHAHA...the guys were attracted by the taiwanese mochi..it's made of flour..very soft and chewy on the outside..inside contains different flavoured fillings..like green tea, peanut,orange or red bean etc...guess they didnt taste it before which is why they were amused by the taste...but it's smthing i will buy every yr without fail...keke..they come from the mountains...hahaha...

continued our journey and squeezing with the crowd..kinda fun...matu bought a thai delicacy..it's made from some greenish sticky bouncy flour mixture..which rong mei said looks like tits...i dunno hw he can see the flour as tits la.....after the thin slices of flour is cooked..a kinda candy is wrapped with it...tried it...hmm...nt too bad...2bucks..but quantity is worth it...nt bad..give 3 stars!! haha

bought a very cute decor to stick on the main door...it's piggy yr so gotta buy piggy stuff....cute!!

ended the day...gosh..reached hm at only 12!!

painting day!

finally fulfilled my lil dream of having my room re-painted today!! with the help of mum,sis,matu and wl, my dream came true...hahah..

though i had wanted a combi of red n white for my room..the colour end up to be pink..and it's really those girly pink...but it matches my bright pink chair...had wanted to position the sofa bed in a more funky way but wrongly estimated the space and size of the bed...in the end..my rm is too mini for the position i wanted..now my room looks rather empty..will be getting some accessories to enhance the look...

oo...the guys helped to fix my bed and cabinet...but i heard my mum is better at it...hahah...and my sis bought new quilt cover for mi...pinky colour with pinky pigs!!! kekekeke.....

had dinner at waraku (east coast)..my treat cuz of the help rendered....$91+...nice nice...luv the sashimi...



going to slp....had a long long day......

CHI~!!

right...let's see...went for badminton yest at tanjong pagar cc with matu,shaun and weiliang..ok..suppose to meet shaun at 830 in the morn but was late as there was no bus andthe busstop was overpacked with ppl!! i gotta wait for two buses before i can squeeze in a bus to the mrt station..ok..nvm...when i reach the station, i msg shaun and said i am in the train..but gosh...he went to board the train which just approached his kembangan station!! cuz the sms and train reached him coincidentally at the same time....duhring...rcvd his call asking where i am...when i said reaching tanah merah..i think he nearly flipped...hahah...he gotta alight at eunos and wait for mi...and the train is damn packed!! i cannot imagine myself going to work early in the morning having to squeeze like a sardine!! *shakes head*

rcvd call from matu and said to meet at chinatown..which is nearer to pearl centre where we are suppose to have breakfast...and duhring!! it's actually nearer to outram park can!!! imagine..mi and shaun gotta change train at outram to chinatown when we could have just got off at chinatown la! got cheated nvm..in the end...the BK at pearl centre dun serve breakfast!!!!!! wah can kill him!! in the end landed at a coffeshop having toast and egg...but the server spilled coffee on my bag!!!argh....

next..after breakfast..we walked to the CC...but in the end lost our way even though matu ensured he noes the way.......i've gotta ask a passerby the location before we found our way...sigh..terrible...finally we can start playing badminton at abou 1030 lor...haha....overall..it was hilarious playing badminton with them la...looking at shaun break dancing and weiliang dancing ballet...new style of playing the sport leh...and opps...i smacked the shuttlecock at matu's tits twice!! hahahahahaha....but well he did smack my legs twice as well...quits ok!keke

continued our day after the game by having lunch at chinatown...kuching kolo mee...delicious!! and then walking ard chinatown in search of the mahjong chips...headed to matu's hse to teach weiliang hw to play mj..but without real cash..he's quite good for a beginner with uncle rong sitting beside him..but in the end...i won without realising...lol..a total of $4+...keke...not bad alrdy...hope i will have such luck during CNY...

had dinner at commonwealth...had my fav fish&chips!! lucky the stall was opened if nt i am really very veryvery Suay!!!!as usual..it's delicious...sigh...growing fat with all the eating sessions..but lucky for sports to balance it off...

gonna have my room painted tmr..and hopefully it'll finish before dinner..ooo and i gotta make a pirate's eye patch for WL and he'll be making pirate's hats...hahaha...is it some kinda costume party or painting session may i ask?..planning for cycling session with caline and the guys but not very confirmed though..shrugz...

one more thing...shaun dear....cheer up!! you noe you will always have us by yr side~ *hugz*

wat to update?

aiya...nth to update la..been rotting at home..cleaning and cleaning...never ending...

dad got hospitalised...suspected blood clot..his right leg swollen...so gotta be admited for observations...hopefully it's nth serious...hmm...he's really feeling like a patient as he requested for grapes...haha...gonna visit him later in the evening with sis and mum...

so slpy nw...couldnt really slp last night as my slping patterns have changed slightly..used to slp before 12am as i was wking..nw tt i am jobless...i slp later and wake up super late....today woke up at 9...feel like fainting nw...but cant slp cuz picking sis up at her work place with bro-in-law (who is slping nw on my bed...)...if i slp nw...will confirm faint later...haha...

gonna play badminton tmr with the guys tmr morning...so shall just endure and slp early tonight...

right...i can hear snoring.........................

bleah

boring saturday..yes...it's 930pm now and i am watching some variety show on channel 8...opps...now channel U...some taiwan variety show..ok...i was cleaning my room half of the day..discarding stupid stuff which were left untouched for yrs..lol...found some unexpected letters and cards...keke....but had thrown them away...dun wanna let them rot in my new furniture..

die...gonna paint my room maybe nx sunday...but i have no idea wat colour to paint! had always wanted a retro look for my room but i guess it's really difficult to achieve..too bad i dun have any interior designer in my family...had seen some examples online and was quite amazed by the colours and decor...i think wall paper will give the best effect but it's costly and difficult to set up...i hav chosen a colour from the nippon webby...if i have no other ideas or suggestions, i will just use tt colour...it's named as sassy...basically it's a loud but dark pink...had wanted a red and white combi for my room but i think it's not achievable...keke...so changed my mind...chose a colour which will match the colour of my new chair..bright pink!! maybe i shd have my hair in tt colour as well huh...hahaha...

i wonder why my room still has got so many stuff when i have thrown like a million of them away since last wk...gosh...never ending.....now..the main problem is the soft toys....i'm going to open up an 'adoption exercise'...hahah..anyone wish to adopt a cutey home to hug to slp??i think the only person who'll be eager will be my bro-in-law...

tokking abt hair...i feel like having it cut...BALD...god damn the split ends due to rebonding...argh......need treatment!!!

oooo....may be organising a cny reunion dinner this yr at my place again...but this time maybe can do it on a sat...so all the piggys dun have to rush home as they'll either be working or studying on a monday...shall see how things go...

as i was typing this...i can hear noise in the corridor...it gives me the creeps but i reckon labbit is the culprit.......gonna watch ghost tunnel at vivo later on...hope i can stay awake...my bed is calling my name....gotta use ear plugs...................

and oh....was planning to bake cheesecake nx wk...anyone craving for some cake?matu chan...you can have some if u come for mahjong....lol....WL...you can have it too if u wanna learn mahjong.....guess you'll be attracted to mahjong after watching kung fu mahjong 3 the other day right...lol....

oo...learnt smthing while watching tv....

Question: why do human smtimes shiver after peeing?
Answer: heat was passed out during the process and the sudden decrease in temperature in our body makes us shiver.

ok..dun doubt it cuz it's a fact not fiction.

burpz

scooty the guinea pig

damn guinea pig performs better than men?hahaha

new but slow

heyo...just got my new laptop...actually it's a promo item given by starhub by signing the maxonline plan...ok..it's compaq presario V3000...tot it wont be a really lousy one but sad to say..first day of usage..dozen of problems arises...not only it's slow..it keeps hanging...to the point that i cant even shut down the system..i gotta switch off the power supply in order to call it a day...this action is just going to spoil the laptop further...sigh..gonna show it to matu chan on thurs and see if he can save it...

another thing...i'm officially out of job...now resting..clearing the stuff in my room as gotta paint it and refurnish it with newly bought furniture from ikea..got my bed..dressing cabinet.new chair and awaiting for new com table...everything is in white...but my ideal colour combi is actually red and white...it's quite hard to have it done though...furniture hardly come in red colour..even paint...no red available...sigh....in the meantime..will slowly look for a new job...and hope the new environment will be as good as ttech...

ooppsss....i noe it's kinda late but it's never too late la...happy new yr!!!!!! hahaha...dare not make any resolutions cuz i think the more i make..the more i'm going to be a disappointment...so live life a step at a time la...

Ps: anyone up to help mi paint my room? matu??? lol

Revived

back..after captured by the aliens..

checked my emails which nearly choked my inbox..deleted a dozen them without reading...lazy...
anywayz..christmas is coming...looking forward to the party we'll be having at shaun's plc...in charge of making pasta...hope they wun have a upset stomach after tt...gonna have lotsa booze too!

right..a little update of my life...attended company's dinner n dance at furama hotel..yes...sucky but fun...alot of us were dressed up for the ' Night of the Stars'..dun have many pics in soft copy to upload cuz apparently, com's email system sucks..dun allow us to send emails with big capacity to our personal email addresses...hmm..went for my TP..right...FAILED...argh,..nvm...try agan nx time....got my new passport which is horrendous..passport pics always sucks...

went to ikea yest and today..yest with B and today with mama n sis...ok..crowd was mad..jam from the entrance of the road all the way to the carpark...i think public transport is the best thing for this situation..looked ard for my stuff yest..got ideas from B on hw to have my room done up...and of cuz cost saving..but after adding up everything, the cost will stil burn a hole in my pocket...

company has now finalised when out last day of work will be..ok if you guys do not have a single clue of whats going on, SIA did not renew their contract with us and we are losing our jobs. my last day is 14 Jan 2007. which is another mth to go..having mixed feelings...happy tt i can move on..sad cuz i cant bear to leave all the very nice ppl in ttech...sighz...gotta go thru this anyway...no choice...actually having to do smthing which you have no control over is sucky..gonna have a short break b4 hunting for a new job...probably all the way until CNY...

oh and this yr's CNY is new..gonna have a chalet..just booked today...cuz my grandaunt passed away in msia which makes us have no more obligations to go msia every yr for CNY. my uncles will be out to SG to celebrate CNY by having a chalet with us....wanna invite my frens but..difficult la..they have their own visiting to do... =)

have decided not to have any new yr resolutions this year..maybe easier ones la...cuz cant seem to have any determination to achieve them...maybe the most impt thing is to build up the r/s with my frens and be a better person...to change my temper...ESP..joyce joyce...cant u be a lil....gentler? lol...

monitor officially declared dead

yes..why this plc turned cold and quiet..cuz my monitor died on mi...sigh...gotta get a new one...but i guess i wud get a new com instead...cuz i have an intuition tt my com will die on mi anytime as well..due to old age...

havent been having a fantastic life these past 2wks or so...been on leave on thurs and fri...struggling with my driving..test date in exactly a month's time...failed to get to the third round of interview...kinda disappointed but expected...been given advice to try again n not give up..but sadly..wif the kinda character i have...it's kinda impossible....

just returned from sulina's wedding...put on baju kurung...felt weird..but...hmm..it's nice..cant deny the fact...

sigh..gtg leave nw...will be yrs ago for mi to log in again....byebye...

understanding

does understanding means you cannot be disappointed?

does it mean that you cant be disappointed even though u totally understand the situation?

or both questions are the same?

cant someone be forgiven when she/he feels disappointed for smthing he/she was hoping will happen but in the end it didnt? but it doesnt mean he/she doesnt understand the situation right??

why do i always have to hope ppl will understand and accept my explanations? i am not the type who will explain if what i say is not valid. so can smone understand and try to accept what i had explained cuz i realli mean it? thr key word here is TRY. i wont force anyone to accept it but it certainly hurts when ppl dun.

i am dragging myself to work nowadays...work life isnt something i look forward to everyday now...the ppl...the attitudes..the friendliness...the atmosphere...the work...everything has changed. EVERYTHING. and what hurts and affects me most? people. normally no matter hw i dread working...things will change becuz of those ard mi..who i luv so much...but now..things had changed...into smthing i really dread....smthing i feel hopeless....something i am so tired of trying and whining about...contradicting..i am here whining now isnt it. i hate myself asking the same questions..why r u so cold why r u so far away nw? hate it.

when can i stop asking? maybe i shd stop thinking or fantasizing that things will be the same again. fasting mth is over..guess it isnt an excuse here anymore..guess it's the truth and i shd wake up and face the world.

pls slap me awake. and drag mi out of this cruel world of fantasy.

new love

my new love


shayne ward

anywayz, wanna wish all my darlings...selamat hari raya~!

october babies too - stella,sharon, gary,liz,zan and my beloved deary caline (miss you though i noe u wun see this) Happy birthday!!!!

gou gou finger

woo...visited Vivo City yest with sis, matt and jingrong..the places is indeed huge..love the roof top..nice view and nice concept...good for chilling out actually..the place was packed...though onli about 60% of the shops are open...had dinner at harbourfront foodcourt...in view of deepavali, we had nasi briyani for dinner..keke..and gosh..matt found an insect's head in his food...deep fried alrdy though... headed to town...wanted to have drinks at rouge but in the end dragged matt to KTV at cuppage! hahaha..poor guy...but majority wins la huh..accompanied matt to get his can of Kilkenny while i waited for shaf to pick mi...and of cuz...back to old days....pics taking!



went for class with sis today...hot yoga..got cheated..tot it's a one hr class..in the end...it's 90mins!! god...nearly died..the instructor pushed my leg all the way to my face! nearly shrieked!!in pain obviously....hope sis will join the club with mi..lose weight together!!!accompanied her back to her office for her to finish off her work..read my book while waiting and yawned a thousand time...totally lack of slp...crashed in the moment i got home...but cant slp properly cuz bro-in-law keep coming into my room to use my com! argh....sigh...no dinner...only soup..anyway...i'm kinda pampered la...dun eat cold food....sigh....if i am nt so picky then probably i wun be starving nw...sobz....help~

right....monday again tmr...totally makes mi sick! gotta work on tuesday..suddenly rem hw i always take mc during PH when i first joined the company...lol..stil rem hw meiting, stephen and wei kai alway play the devil's role...miss them..but it's different nw anyway...

had wanted to plan a surprise for caline...but smhow or rather....guess nt...she's alrdy planning with shaun...though i noe i can still do more..but the enthusiasm is different alrdy...sigh....

gtg.bye.

a blurred journey ahead

just realised today hw terrible my mandarin has become...unable to read properly...unable to even translate the simplest word to mandarin...totally screwed up the interview today i guess...hah...wat to do...havent been speaking mandarin lately..i mean..really full mandarin conversation..guess i gotta brush up abit...dun wish to lose the ability to speak my mother tongue..and wouldnt also want to be unable to teach my descendants their mother tongue...pardon me if u suddenly realised i post my blog in mandarin...haha..sigh...it's kinda the right job i want...to be indepedant...but i just gotta screw it up....wth...nw..i dunno what else to pursue further.....

puked my guts out last night...had KFC for lunch which got mi landed up with a upset stomach...had iced latte at night which made me sick..really sick and disgusted that i gotta forced myself to puke if nt i cant slp...i could practically see oil floating in my puke..hehe...gross huh...for the time being...at least a good 3mths...KFC will be out! totally banned on my lunch/dinner menu! the last time i had this terrible experience was when i ate fried rice at KCC(kampong chai chee at tamp telepark)..burped the whole freaking day..and guess what....burps taste of the fried rice...and ultimately...puked like at least 5times at work....and from then..i banned it for
1mth..ate the same thing again..and history repeats itself!! now...totally banned!!!

hmm...i am wundering..if let's say...you ahd actually warned or advised smone that you hate smthing..but he/she still do it on purpose as a joke...hw would u feel? would u remain calm? have u got the right to feel pissed abt it? gimme comments...tell mi it's nt wrong to be upset about it...but what matters most is..at the end of the day...u calm down...and can pretend nth happened...am i right or wrong? if i am...tell mi...perhaps i shd wake up my idea.

opps...i think i can sense smthing coming...sorry but i just want opinions and to learn from it. tts all...not opposing anyone...just a lesson for myself.

tmr's sat....hah....it's going to be just like last sat and last last sat. hm sweet hm. happily at hm.watching the haze and keeping track of the PSI.hw fun. bleahz.