deprived

hw come everybody seem to disappear when i most needed company?perhaps it's karma again..coz when they need mi...i'm always busy with this and that...sigh..it's just a clash of time..

it's saturday...guess i'm gonna be stuck at hm...staring at this bloody monitor...deprived of food..deprived of cigs..deprived of conversations..my mouth's gonna stink.

eating mooncake...for breakfast lunch and dinner.

deprived of lanterns yesterday..it was mid-autumn festival.. no fullmoon...

i have a new pig (frm marl)... she's princess white..the only thing to keep mi company..

will there be a miracle?