when will it be gone?

went for yoga on fri...it was good..soothe my mind...calm my emotions..it was a gd one hr session..when everything seemed to be gone..however, reality came crashing in after that...

saturday,rcvd smthing from jim...thanks..you're so nice.... =) but was kinda embarassed when everyone started asking mi who the flowers were from..haha..anyway...2yrs liao...everything is still the same isnt it? really glad i have u in my life....thanks for everything...you're always there to listen to my nagging,complains and never ending nonsense......

chalet..was supposed to be gd..but it wasnt. went totally wrong..wish i could turn back time..embarassed myself...totally..was out of control..went hysterical..sat in toilet for god noes how long...was dehydrated...for the first time...it went this bad....for the first time...i couldnt stop..for the first time...it happend in front of everyone...but glad it is well now....marl,eddie....love you two.........really really gonna cherish the both of u.....................love love.

time is up....what is it going to be..seriously...i still dunno......

and sorry ash for nt being able to reply to yr smses...hp low batt..and apparently....some unfortunate events happened....私は残念である