precious times...

22july2006
attended chalet at downtown east with sis and the guys...apparently i was quite sick....slept most of the time...woke up only to play cards when caline arrive..i can feel a distance from her...but what can i do...must i always be the one who takes initiative?nahz...sick n tired of it....checked out the nx morning and went jackpot room with sis..my first time though...jackpot is really based on yr luck....just press the button and let the machine decide yr fate...i wunder if i can do that to my life...press a button and let heaven decide my fate and not do anything abt it... anyway..also celebrated sis bday with a tiny mini durian cake...

26july2006
you said u will wait for mi...but ended up not seeing me....now you've decided to remove me from you life totally...why cant we really just be frens?nvm....you take care...and i noe you'll have a gd life ahead...

28july2006
rebonded my hair with marlia today...it sucks...warning to all gals..nvr save money for yr hair.....was so pissed off that marlia cursed that the salon will close down nx wk..haha...had pasta mania for dinner coz both of us were starving...and of coz angry..so must indulge in gd food to cheer ourselves up..met the rest at pasir ris and went to fisherman's village and eat again...had two coronas and transformed into a clown...with my partner clown marlia making loads of noises...saw two shooting stars there...made a wish...but dunno if it'll come true...felt so peaceful spending the night there...went over to eddie's plc after tt to play fatal frame...as usual...marlia screamed to invite the police over..haha...overall it was a very nice evening i can say.....with mi in yr arms...i'm always feeling a need for smone to pamper mi after some drinks....tts me...