never looking forward

it's sunday..which means monday is tmr..or tmr is monday..wats the diff right?
it's going to be hell in many ways...not going to name them...but it will be hell...worse than ever before..seriously not looking forward to it at all..

done many wrong things..shant name it either...i believe it cost smone's trust and happiness..but i wanna make it clear..i'm not committed in any ways and i'm definitely not obligated to ensure you're happy. but it's kinda wrong to blame on whatever tt had happened on smone else. it's nobody's fault and nobody need to be responsible to how u feel abt it. period.

had a game of mahjong again with the boys at my plc..lucky thing i managed to win a little...it'll be for lunch tmr. had my hair done which cost me a bomb but glad i wont have to do it in another 5-6 mths.

i'm tired..not enuff slp..reached home at about 530 and woke up out of a sudden at 8 with both eyes wide opened thinking of all that had happened and i felt bad. but then again..i shdnt think of it after receiving a call from melvin.i shdnt felt responsible cuz it's not my responsibility at all.

done.