picsy

almost look alike..joyce wee and marlia wee


abang kotek's new mp3 player

happy~!! of coz la...her fav sushi

ok..she tot my nose was sushi..

batam trip...summary

alamak..i'm lazy to write much abt the trip alrdy...ok..continue abit...went for seafood lunch..apparently it sux..nvm...prawns are like shrimps...fish is like biscuits...nvm..but hungry la...no choice...gobbled the food down without thinking too much..went for shopping at the mega mall...but didnt shop..had coffee at the cafe...smoked..yes..in the mall..shiok....(singapore..this one cannot tt one cannot...*shakes head*)...came back to sin...slept throughout...was...dead tired....saw flies flying ard before falling aslp..but couldnt care much...opps...smone said i snored a lil...hahaha...aiya...tired what!!!! keke..full of excuses...overall...trip was good...with good company...

had my driving lesson yest....good...but keep turning round n round in the carpark...hands went numb...went out to the road...was cool....but keep forgetting to clutch...lol...i think engine stalled...cant rem...dun wanna rem this kinda malu thing anyway...nx lesson on sunday...looking forward..cant wait to get my license...and lay my hands on dunno dunno what car...hope it'll be...subaru wrx or accord!!!! hahahahah wait long long...

had dinner with marlia...sushi!! salmon salmon and more salmon..ooo and tried smoked duck sushi....mmmm...yummy.....was supposed to shop but...pondering if i shd get the dress for karen's wedding...and i wanna get my shoes too!!!!!! maybe going town tmr with her again...shall see how...and damn it........growing fat....once again.....................hate itt!!!!!!!!! joyce..pls stop eating!!! and marlia...stop tempting me~~!!!!! and stop cancelling gym!!!! hahahahah

batam batam

just returned from batam trip..it was real fun!! alright..a short draft of the itinerary..
met at abacus plaze at 7am...right..had slight difficulty waking up coz apparently..got home onli about 230am?and slept at 4!!was at holland village..a cafe called settlers..played board games..lol..not bad...healthy and it was only 9bucks per pax..with free flow of soft drinks..ok..fine..side tracked..ok..had chartered a coach bus to send us to harbourfront..and of coz...there are late comers!! whats new right? reached harbourfront only at about 815!!! sweetie marlia bought breakfast for me..so nice...but shared with abang la..he hungry...what to do...and the most impt thing...zan missed the ferry and gotta take the nx one there! sigh..overslept la...called her from 6am...managed to answer the call only at 7am la!!! i tried my best....

first stop at batam is hotel 89!! hahaha..not hotel 81's sister ok?keke...half the group went for the spa and massage there...the rest of us proceeded to waterfront city for watersports..though it was like drizzling..we still went ahead...just dun wanna miss the chance..they have bananaboat and jetski there...didnt want to play anything coz it's actually a lil ex..but decided to play bananaboat....5 to a banana...hahah..mi and marlia went ahead with 3others..one of them...a 13 yr old boy(ashwyn)..colleague's son..keke...sabo king!!! apparently..we tot it's just a normal ride...but!!! the driver of the speedboat asked if we wanna have it capsized...gosh...before we can say anything..the sabo king alrdy said ok...the first capsize wasnt too bad...though u will be gushed out far away from the banana itself..becuz of the current...drank lotsa sea water...second time....ashwyn's head hit marlia's stomach...poor gal...must be painful...the ride ended..guess what...we went for second round..this time with marlia, ashwn and shaf..and also one sabosabo king..colleague's bf...lol...damn hilarious la!! shaf was trying to be funny behind me...keep bouncing his body on the banana...and making noises...who noes..suddenly..it became quiet..i looked back..gosh...lol..he fell into the sea..rest of us just couldnt stop laughing...thinking of it makes mi laugh again..but this time round..it wasnt tt good huh..the second capsize..my head hit marlia's stomach..or rather..ribcage...i went slightly blacked out...concussion..and she couldnt breathe...we had to be sent back to shore on the speedboat...terrible experience but still fun...had a cut on my back..and a bruise on my knees..shaf had a few cuts on his knees as well...poor us....sobz

anyway...body aching...to be continued...lol

those were the days..it hurts

dun hear dun see dun speak
yeah!! just watch Goal..
right..we killed a fly..

standard act cute pose
no more dessert.....sad
mad man.........
miss them.................................................

not u not me

with regard to my previous blog,i shall remain silent on who the person/s i am referring to....sorry if i hurt anyone...but i am hurt badly as well...i cant take the fact that i've lost/losing smone who used to be so close to me....what to do...i'm weak emotionally...shrugz...

tmr's friday...what am i going to do..? dunno...saturday..may be accompanying marlia and stay over at abang's place...then go batam on sun....cant wait.....hope nothing will ruin the fun...

ciao

am i stuck in 1990?

have a lil time to sit and concentrate typing...well...read marlia's blog...guess she is right..we are in an era where we shouldnt be so calculative among frens anymore..life is short..you never know when's yr last day on earth..so why not just live happily with everyone ard you..rather than keep pin pointing at one another at their faults or weaknesses...who is perfect anyway? and i think...we dont have the time to bear grudges anymore...do you want to only forgive a person only on the day u die?wont it be far too late?

some ppl may want to shut themselves out from the rest of the world becuz of their personal problems..thinking confidently that 'hey i can survive!!' whole load of bullshit..yeah u can for the time being..but hw long can you last?! u think what...you're one of the cast in 'survivors'?? even in survivors u need to practise team work!!

it's true..had expected a day will come when ppl ask mi..'hey why is she/he not hanging ard with you anymore? tot u used to be very close? oh why? coz u have new fren right?!' WTF??!?! u think secondary school ah!?!? tell u ppl frankly!! i dont have all the time in the world anymore to be like that ok!!! and i am the fucking type of person who cherish everyone ard me..EVERYONE!!! no matter what happens..i will put in the bloody effort to make things work...the only thing which will make mi give up is hearing that the other party dont fucking give a damn/cant be bothered!!! why should i even put in effort in smthing which will never work out!?!? yeah..smone told me before...being nice and sincere to smone..do not expect any returns...but heyheyhey!~ i am NT asking for returns..i just want to noe that i din put in effort for nothing or when ppl dun appreciate it at all!!!! it's a two fucking different thing..for this time..i noe i've tried..but if you still wanna remain like that...fine with me..serious...as long as u re happy...i'm happy...i'm not trying to be selfish here...but come on....just do as you deem fit yeah!!! but dun come and fucking throw tantrums or gimme attitude for things we've not done to you. bear that in mind..everyone has their limits..once it's up...i'll blow...ppl ard me should noe mi fairly well..i'm the type of gal who will be direct and straight forward.. if up to today..i've not spoken a word or made any remarks in your face...means..i do care alot for you..your feelings..but pls dun take it for granted...

alright..time for happy moments...cant wait for the batam trip this sunday..hope itll be fun...and of coz!! will be on leave from 4sept to 7 sept..planning a short getaway with marlia...where shd we go...hmm...KL?(yes i noe again but wth..with diff partner what..it doesnt matter where u go actually) redang or krabi? haha...and it's also time to take my driving lessons...argh...lazy...

sorry guys if i cursed and sweared too much..but..just cant take it when such things happen.....alright...ciao...muackz

oh yeah...look at the tuna bread marlia made for me yesterday..so kawaii..gonna prepare breakfast for her tmr...ciumz

finally..a time without torture

went cycling at east coast park earlier...damn..it was...well....tiring...lack of exercise la...what to do...growing old too...caught some shots of sand castle building event...check it out.


the men at work

cool huh..

my bicycle...keke


i love this one...it's so cute...all the kids busy at work...

on the brink of death

i dunno why i have nothing much to say to some people anymore..i just dun understand why one by one..they have to make my miserable life much more unbearable..i am alrdy undergoing some mental torment...and i have others who starts to question me absurd things that they wanna noe to make them feel better without sparing a thought for me..smtimes insisting that i am the irresponsible one...why cant u people just get it in your head that i have enough?please...stop torturing me....

i cant believe there are people who love to shit ard..why cant they just fin a proper toilet to shit rather than just shitting in public...are their anus weak or useless? or they just find it thrilling to do so...and sometimes why people will wanna get involved or talk about people's shit? arent they themselves shitty enough?worse..some people throws their shit ard...and get others into shit as well..when in fact..they are clean...

stop bombarding me.....with endless questions.......................pls....

day bed bar

bolster...

the bar

the entance

visited this plc...quite cool...the concept...how should i say...very comfortable..coz we actually sit on beds with bolsters and pillows..and chill...it's located at mohammed sultan...check it out~

went for high tea at marriott..my mum and sis trying to act cool...




fizah and me..

marlia with her new nose stud

sick pig

havent been feeling really well this past one wk...fever keep coming and going..trying to make my life difficult...it visits me at night...made me lose sleep...need coffee everyday to perk me up..i think it's lack of exercise...must start working out again...

was off yest...had high tea at marriott hotel with sis and mum..simply..sinful i can say...all the cakes and sandwiches...gosh...the laksa is good...hmm..cost about 30+++ per pax...but it's worth though...went shopping for mum's sandals..poor her...suffering from the pain from her feet...finally...managed to meet my bestie~!! gosh..it's been really long...really missed her...lucky thing...like what she said...nothing has changed and we know we still love each other as much..perhaps this is why i was so affected when she suddenly 'disappeared' from my life..had planned to attend class at cali but too caught up in catching up till we felt lazy...accompanied her home to have more time with her....took a cab from there after that...really really missed her...

hee..accompanied marlia to have her nose pierced at 77th street...lol...it was swollen after that...and funny thing is...her nose aint pain...but her cheeks were...weird...so i concluded her nerves were messed up...which is why she is a lil...erm...insane...oh yeah..she got her hair cut...her fringe similar to mine..short....she has a new name...marlia wee...my younger sis...keke...my parents found their long lost daughter i guess...

sigh nth much to say....just feeling sick again...and..worse thing..wking tmr....which sux big jumbo time yar...but well...got my darlings ard...it just make things better.....will upload pics soon..when i feel the least....hardworking...

grow old with me..

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,Is grow old with you.
I'll get you medicine,When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh it could be so nice,Growin' old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you,Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.Even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man, Who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you.

who will be growing old with me?

you or me alone with my future dog?

an email from a man

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u. (Bullshit)
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too ! SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!
If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true.......
but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....

insanity

rong mei the alcoholic

muackz

dig my nose pls...

fisherman's village

what is he looking at?

marlia~~~ the one who snorts...hahah

ah bang eddie

And she believes in me
I`ll never know just what she sees in me,
I told her someday if she was my girl
I could change the world with my songs, but I was wrong
But she has faith in me
And so I go on trying faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And I hope and pray I will find a way,find a way
While she lays waitingI ask myself do I hurt her so
What called me on a long and this lonely road,Why dont i turn around and head back home where I belong
While she lays crying
For she knows my heart is ripped in two
I`m torn between the things that I should do
She deserves it all and I'd give it if i could, god her love is true

will smone sing this to me?