gosh..i am so tired

wundering why...i am getting more n more tired each and everyday...always gotta realli drag myself out of bed...feel old alrdy...and i am serious....wel...turning 23 soon....but still....nth achieved....

feel like i am hanging..nowhere...for my career...been waiting for a call from the stupid company for interview...but was out on hold due to some internal reshuffling before they can ask us to start...and at this point of time...my company offered me a new job scope...i was lost..realli lost...dunno what i wan suddenly....but in the end...i chose to give up on the job scope my company offered...i will persevere and look for a new life out there...it's time to move on i guess...

hmm..what have i been doing for the past few wks...i gues...nth....drinking n drinking n drinking...hahah...been an alcoholic i can say....or rather...tts the onli thing i can say...

26th March 2006 marks the day...10 years of frenship for mi and my bestie caline...bought ourselves a ring each....met at citylink...went to get ring at mintmark...opps...before tt...i managed to get her a stalk of sunflower...and she actually got mi brownie...legendary famous brownie from SMU...but...well...it's realli nice...we proceeded to marina square for a drink...and shared the brownie together..took pics together (whats new)...nx...we took a slow walk from marina to club street (near far east square) to find a nice restaurant for our dinner...gosh...it was a long walk...both of us were wearing heels...cant think back hw we managed to survive...finally settled down at a rest called Mosaic...they serve jap, european and brazilian cuisine...brazilian cuisine consists of a buffet tt serves 7kinds of meat and some appetizer buffet la...we picked Baked Assorted Seafood...sounds nice huh....oh well...while waiting...the waiter surprised us with a plate of appetizers...mushrooms...tempura...well..and bread la...we ate slowly...thinking the servining of the main course will be huge......here comes the waiter again after awhile...both of us got a huge shock....the serving is............relatively.....SMALL man...just the size of a baby lobster...i think just 1 mth old....gosh...pathetic la...and a few pieces of small sotong fish clams on top of the lobster baby.....we laughed and laughed...coz didnt expect it to be like...fine dining....right....ate them up...less than 5 mins....hahaha...well...for us...of coz...we're still starving la!!!...pathetic...we finished up the left over slices of bread...we tot of ordering desert...but found out from the waiter tt the portion is quite small....we forgot abt the idea......give up....just about to ask for bill..the waiter waits towards our table and served us two plates of...i dunno what....brownish..gruey....stuff.....heard it was some pudding la....gosh...what a surprise....coz we din noe before hand abt this....yeah..it tasted nice though...haha...we even asked for extra servings of bread...hahaha...hahhaa....and we finished them up....funny dinner...after dinner...we walked back to raffles place...not knowing where to go...decided to walk down boat quay and finaly to clarke quay to have a drink at TCC....walked all the way....we really have the enrgy huh...sat down at TCC...talked about stupid stuff tt happened in school...like since 10yrs ago...stuff tt we dunno...it was nice...realli nice...realli enjoyed every moment with her...

on 20th of march 2006...received a stalk of lilies and a vase...well...a promise by smone...i was touched...very touched...dunno what else to say....just tt...shouldnt have wasted yr money la.... = ) muackz...

gotta end here.........ciao