life's a bitch

today is a thursday...finished work at 10pm..slogged like hell..nobody noes..got home...finally...sat down comfotably in front of the com..yes..again....got online...tot could find sm frens to relax and have a chat...saw matt...msged him and asked hw's his day....meiting msged mi.....tot there will be smthing nice to hear from her...but guess wat...it's yet another scandalous affair her superior has....just few wks ago...she told mi abt the affair our common fren's hubby has got....it's another one nw....

the kinda of feeling in mi is just so indescribale....it juz sounds so ridiculous when i'm getting to noe more n more abt such scandalous news...at first i tot tt my family is bad enuff..i mean the men yeah...but...it seems like it's the same for the world outside my life...

in a woman's life...it seems like we are juz born into this world to be slaves...why do i say tt? well look....we are born...u are lucky if yr father's family isnt those conservative type...u noe wat i mean...they prefer male heir..if u are a gal....tts it....they wun even wanna treat u as their grandchildren yeah...slowly...you grew...to be a girl...studystudystudy...parents comparing results...curfews...' gal ah...wat time alrdy??better come hm NW!'...guess alot of us gals experience tt yeah...pagers beeping non stop(well tt was when i was a sch gal)..mums screaming at the top of their voices like they wanna make the whole flat collaspe..nx stage....grew up to be teenagers...when well of coz...like many others..started to fall in love with teenage boys...tts when yr mum get even more freaky..i mean..they get freaked out easily if they find out u are attached!!lucky u if u manage to find a guy who is sweety oh sweet and your r/s last till marriage...but wtf....most of the time u have to experience getting ditched and the pain...omg.....cried non stop...gotta suffer with swollen eyes...and becoming the gossip of the mth in sch....well...wat the hell...

nx...u start to work....workworkworkwork...tts all we can do....getting stressed up and all..nobody to tok to...mum will just keep nagging at you for nth...i think it's just their hobby?it's also a time when u will start worrying when u can find a husband and get married...well...one fine day...u found the 'one'...at first u tot he will be...first stage u have to undergo is to meet yr mother in law who may be a witch!!!! lucky u if she isnt then...and then...happily married for a few yrs..have kids...u just tot tts life..the way it shd be.......gosh...one day...u found out smthing...smthing tt u tot will never happen to u or it'll juz happen in dramas...you found tt he has.......yes......another woman.....GOD DAMN IT!!! and if u are lucky enuff...he'll leave the woman and you will live happily ever after...but....wat if he chooses to be with tt bitch??? worse still...he'll choose to leave the kids too...gosh...wat on earth are u still doing here?shdnt u be in hell?

life...wat is it?torment?or gift from God?