a long while..

it's been a while...life has changed..focusing on work and nothing else...stress is still there all the time and it's getting worse for the target fixed for me...will i be able to achieve it and whats more impt..wat will i become after achieving it? been working hard and doing my best at it and hope i'll be able to prove what i'm capable of.

many events went on and witnessed many which brings not only sorrow but pain deep in my heart..but we'll learn from all these...

this thought keeps running in my mind but never have the courage to action on this...though it's just a simple question like 'how are u?' yeah hopeless piece of shit i know..it's always been this way...*shrugz*

ppl come and go...the scenerio is smiliar to that of standing in front of the entrance of a shopping mall...we learn to accept that and of cuz..always try to be the best person u can be for those who entered yr life...oh gosh...alrdy in the mid20s and why are all these still happening?it's a joke when you actually see for yrself how immature some adults are..spending their life challenging one another's limits and capabilities.

sigh...waiting on a saturday for the dumb starhub guy to come over and fix my cable digital box and he's taking years...cuz i hope i can just go back to dreamland and see the pigs... =)