SPOT ON!

ok..i saw this on milo's blog which he saw from shaun's blog..gosh..SPOT ON BABY! though there are two paragraphs which are the same as milo's...maybe tts why i can ensure his retardedness (if there's such a word)..hahhaha

here it goes..

What Joyce Wee Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

pathetic piece of shit

why am i only good at asking what if what if what if or saying i dont dare?? how am i suppose to be able to move on? seriously, i cant have this mindset anymore if not i'll be stuck with the agony i am facing now forever! i know i cant always depend on others to find out information that benefits me...i know i'm old enough to be able to make the move. but how is it that you ppl want me to find out the terrible truth on my own and have the truth slapping my face?

i'm sorry but i just cant do it...i have no guts ok. i admit!!

yes...it's going to be a terrible fortnight for me....terrible starts with training last thurs...dance practice today and more practices every single day from monday. ok, gonna have a dance performance for the recognition dinner on the 25th! i dont know which idiot selected me. i really dont feel good about this..i have problem remembering the steps and having real difficulty trying to coordinate...it's totally different having to dance with specific steps and dancing in clubs! i'm alrdy feeling the stress esp when the rest can do it well...how can i cope with this?!

i nid help. whats new? i'm always helpless anyway.

loi, i wish smtimes i can vent it out.but sadly, who will try to understand the situation i am facing? seriously, noone. they will only think i am being unreasonable, emotional. but will they know i'm not emotional and i'm just trying not to hide how i feel? how long more can i endure all these?wont it be worse if i try to suppress it? i'm trying to right now....but i think you can tell i cant carry on further from the way i was just now when u sent mi back right? do you know why i always wanna suppress hw i feel? i actually rcvd comments like, 'you're being too irrational and emtional'. wat to do........or rather...what can i do?

aj aj, you are really one ass.

A Brand New Start

Many times we had made many resolutions and promises to lead a better life in a brand new year but how many times have we looked back and realised we had achieved nothing. But still..i'll do it!

Happenings - Over the past one year, many things happened, had r/s but all didnt work out. I was blind to have fallen for a ridiculous man which i totally felt disgusted when i think back of all the things he had done, not only to me and also to his 'beloved' bestie. a lesson learnt, open yr eyes big, do not go for men who only wants SEX and if you realised they're that sort of men, do not give them anything! *winks* was also psychoed many times to go towards the target but i always fail to do it..no guts, this is all i can say. it makes things worse when u realised u gotta face the person 5times in a wk, just dont want it to backfire. pls..understand my plight!

Resolution - plastic surgery to make my eyes bigger! hahah, kidding!!! ok i'm gonna open my eyes bigger!! and of cuz..i'll tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fight for what i always wanted. at least i try..sobz...but of cuz nw the main thing to do is to reconfirm his preference again! damn!! why is it always happening....is aj an aj????ARGH not again.............

Happenings - a new job at AIA. new faces, new friends, new incidents, new stress.

Resolutions - human r/s management to be improved. have new friends, not enemies.

Happenings - fell seriously ill in march! bed ridden for a wk! bloody gastric flu.

Resolutions - drink more water, less alcohol. engage in more outdoor activities! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE!!

Happenings - spent too much!

Resolutions - save save save!

ok, enough of resolutions. i'm turning 25 and shit, feeling stressed again...when will i be able to settle down?!!? will i end up having to go for some match-making shit??? gosh.....anyway..went to settlers cafe at clarke quay last night with the usual peeps. was quite enjoyable but the food wasnt fantastic though. i believe i can find better western food in hawker centres! the boys later moved on Dbl O and i went home!! kinda unbelievable but i just dont have the mood to club yesterday and i would rather go home though it's a saturday! i nid some drive man!!! is this the turning point for me?????gosh....a tat too early right?

ok nx holiday, CNY!!! tong tong tong chiang! time to shop for clothes, my shoe rack and shoes and food!!! hahaha...it's just another mth to go!!!! you ppl better start to get yr ass off yr chairs and get ready for another round of steamboat and 'lou hei'!!!!!