harlor harlor

harlor harlor!! anyone there?

anyway...taking the chance to wish Mr Shafie an advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! stay sexy yeah!!! hahahaha

wow..week after week..days after days..it's alrdy coming to Oct soon..went to chinatown with matt this afternoon to book for our trip..suddenly rem the last time we went to chinatown..it was during CNY...gosh we realised how fast time flies and it's coming to christmas in another 2mths plus!!! now..this means smthing else...i'm getting old!!!! omg..i'm going to be 25 soon!!!!! and the best thing is...my preferred age to get married, which is 27, is just another 2yrs plus!!! omg...it's gone..hope is dashed for sure...how am i supposed to find myself a husband within this short period of time??sobz..i dun wanna end up being eligible to purchase a flat!!! this means....i dun wanna remain single and unwanted even at the age of 35!!!! thinking about it just scares me..

*burp* damn..aint feeling well...dont know what the hell i ate today that caused me to feel sick and nauseous..everytime i burp, i can feel that my stomach is oily!! maybe too much chili in my Kolo Mee this afternoon...and i actually forced myself to puke just now...now i am feeling so much better.

finally booked for our trip to tioman...1st wish is to have the confirmation fromthe agency. 2nd wish is for monsoon to be delayed so the trip wont be cancelled if not i might just have to make do with Sentosa...and now..thats very idiotic...soooo...i'll just pray for the best......

and yeah...tuesday is mooncake festival..and i havent bought my mooncake yet!!!!!! ARGHHHH...gonna plan for an outing this coming sat to Chinese Garden...boys..if you guys happen to read this..try to make yrselves free ok...miss you boys....

ok..ending here..i think i'm going to disappear for another wk again...ciao...

yesterday once more

16th of September, the day i met you 3 yrs ago. It also almost a yr since i last spoke to you.i wonder if you remembered this day. I bet you do but it hurts. i do miss you but it has to be the past.

17th of september, the day i decided to be with you one yr ago. We'll always be the best of pals. You're well, the least i hoped for. I'm glad we still have this priceless friendship.

Mr AJ, i hope you wouldnt continue to think of the things you had been thinking abt. It's nothing and i hope you'll believe in it. Though on the outside things may not seem the way i assured you but it's the truth. Pls believe me. I'm dying inside. It's just you..all that i longed for. But it's going in the wrong direction, can i turn it the right way?

i hope life will now change for me. I've decided to attend church regularly with matt. God is slowly showing me the peace i need and blessing me with the patience. I hope i'll be able to lead a better life nw. i pray.

a msg for you ppl regardless of religion.always pray for the serenity to accept the things we cannot change; courage to change the things we can; and wisdom to know the difference and that we will be able to accept hardships as the pathway to peace.

* the font is in yr fav colour Mr AJ.

wrong!

this is toally insane and utterly wrong!!!!!! i know it but i cant stop it!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell is wrong with me!!!!!!???

a msg for milo - no waiting game is unworthy. you'll get the ultimate results you always hoped for if u believe in it.

a msg for myself - gosh, you are actually advising smone when u yrself had gone hopeless.

a msg for you who's talking to me - oh shut up!

crap!

forgiveness

milo asked mi this question. is it really very easy to forgive smone i like/love if he had done smthing to hurt me by just seeking forgiveness and atone to his mistake but doing smthing to touch my heart. i replied yes. for me..the infatuation will remain for life even if the person is no longer within yr reach or sight which explains why you can forgive that easily.

past few days had been slightly insane. cant divulge much info but apparently..hp's been ringing at least 10 times a day excluding smses. and its from the same person. i dunno wat to say anymore..but i do not want to misterpret his actions as well. though i hope it's from another person, i noe it's highly impossible. shant talk abt it. it's complicated.

sat- went caline's hse for mini gathering. had hightea, lots of cakes, muffins and bread. had a game of monopoly. went to catch a soccer match with matt lionel and melvin. boring man u match though but lucky they won. fell aslp during the 15mins half time break.

sun-boring sun, woke up only at 1plus. surfed net then went to see cars with sis. finally made up her mind!!! got a honda airwave. nice car. the car dealer actually added many freebies..good deal!!! i wanna drive it soon!!!!!hahahaha some pics to share here~

MU become UM..

spongebob monopoly and the gang

three duhring man who lost their way and the delicious confectionaries!