self-denial syndrome

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

我要快乐
我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

who doesnt wanna be happy all their lives coz we only live once?why must humans get hurt again and again?who likes to be lonely and not have anyone ard them?but smtimes...even if we have everything....we'll still feel empty. humans are plain selfish...i admit i am as well...but why are we selfish? simply becoz we want to have a happy life...but when others are selfish towards to...you wont be agrreable tt they just wanna be happy...this is life's contradiction....and everyone lives with it...

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛
流过泪
像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天删去
离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛
再见爱情
我一定让自己
让自己决定
smtimws after losing smthing...will we really realise that we are happier?how long must we take in order to realise that...how about the pain u have to bear during this period of time?it's true that this is part and parcel of life...but...humans are like tt...they cannot accept it when they have to go through this pain...and will fall into the trap again...who can they blame but themselves. The hard truth is....we will never blame ourselves isnt it? We're always perfect in our own eyes...when others question about yr flaws..you'll never agree to them. Will life really be more beautiful in the other side of the world?Or it's just us...who cant see hw beautiful this world is?many of us are blinded by the slight imperfections and can never see the picture of the whole world...

many of us are selfish to the extent that...we want the best of two worlds...but never do we realise that it's never possible...u have to live in one...then will you be able to leave this world and move on to the other...but u can never...have two at the same time...no matter hw lousy or farked up one of the worlds can be...it's a living experience..and u will never noe that it's actually much better than the other world you are dying to go to...only then will u regret yr decisions...but for some people...they will insist that there will be no regrets...but inside them...they are feeling some kinda pain which they will never realise...the self-denial syndrome u call that...