xmas is near

we wish you a merry christmas...lala....christmas...the festive season to care and share..caring for yr family and frens...sharing whatever u have with those who dun...it's my fav season and festive of the yr...it gives me a very peaceful feeling...a day when i lk forward to every yr...

17th dec...had a bbq with all my frens to celebrate xmas earlier...wel..guess everyone will have their dates on xmas eve and xmas day...had fun...fun as in...it's been long since a grp of us do things tog..like cooking...drinking...cleaning up even...haha..played games like we wanna turn back time and be like those kids...trouble free...no heartaches...haha... still rem the game we played... she mo??! huh?! hahahah

been feeling down recently...heart feels very heavy and it's aching until today..it is a time...which i hate the most...never wanna go thru it again...but it will always happen...when will this heartache of mine go away...wat do i realli wan...and what can i do to make it fade?i'm a confused woman...lost and cold...seeking comfort and warmth whenever i can...

and i thank those...who gave mi that.....thank you for the time....and the love....the comfort..the warmth...the laughter..the joy...and the peace....which you ppl gave me....when i am lost and cold....and i thank God...for making this day for me...and for bringing these ppl into my life......i love all of you...really..