A Brand New Start

Many times we had made many resolutions and promises to lead a better life in a brand new year but how many times have we looked back and realised we had achieved nothing. But still..i'll do it!

Happenings - Over the past one year, many things happened, had r/s but all didnt work out. I was blind to have fallen for a ridiculous man which i totally felt disgusted when i think back of all the things he had done, not only to me and also to his 'beloved' bestie. a lesson learnt, open yr eyes big, do not go for men who only wants SEX and if you realised they're that sort of men, do not give them anything! *winks* was also psychoed many times to go towards the target but i always fail to do it..no guts, this is all i can say. it makes things worse when u realised u gotta face the person 5times in a wk, just dont want it to backfire. pls..understand my plight!

Resolution - plastic surgery to make my eyes bigger! hahah, kidding!!! ok i'm gonna open my eyes bigger!! and of cuz..i'll tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fight for what i always wanted. at least i try..sobz...but of cuz nw the main thing to do is to reconfirm his preference again! damn!! why is it always happening....is aj an aj????ARGH not again.............

Happenings - a new job at AIA. new faces, new friends, new incidents, new stress.

Resolutions - human r/s management to be improved. have new friends, not enemies.

Happenings - fell seriously ill in march! bed ridden for a wk! bloody gastric flu.

Resolutions - drink more water, less alcohol. engage in more outdoor activities! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE!!

Happenings - spent too much!

Resolutions - save save save!

ok, enough of resolutions. i'm turning 25 and shit, feeling stressed again...when will i be able to settle down?!!? will i end up having to go for some match-making shit??? gosh.....anyway..went to settlers cafe at clarke quay last night with the usual peeps. was quite enjoyable but the food wasnt fantastic though. i believe i can find better western food in hawker centres! the boys later moved on Dbl O and i went home!! kinda unbelievable but i just dont have the mood to club yesterday and i would rather go home though it's a saturday! i nid some drive man!!! is this the turning point for me?????gosh....a tat too early right?

ok nx holiday, CNY!!! tong tong tong chiang! time to shop for clothes, my shoe rack and shoes and food!!! hahaha...it's just another mth to go!!!! you ppl better start to get yr ass off yr chairs and get ready for another round of steamboat and 'lou hei'!!!!!