Ruski the Rascal

Here is the very first post about the naughty cheeky west highland terrier in my house Mr Ruski! He's a soon-to-be 6yrs old doggy..hmm underwent basic training..a little overweight...loves licking his paws...and loves turning over for us to scratch his underbody..and of course not forgetting leopard crawl whenever he's on my bed!!

bad habits that he has...food agression! he'll growl whenever anyone touches him when he's eating! naughty dog...and he'll bark at strangers (eg: neighbours) when they walked past..

favourite past time...sleep sleep sleep..and eat eat eat...which explains why he's so fat now..

he gets excited the moment someone mentioned the word 'gai gai' (going out in dunno what language)..and whenever someone talks to him...he'll twitch his head and ears to show that he understands what we're saying to him...just when i type this...he barked as there was thunder..he's scared of it..and will even hide between my upper arm and body to slp when it is raining at night!..he's just a sweet lil thing..

we often bring ruski, greddy's, xiongxiong and xinxin out for a walk...ruski will be a good boy staying by our sides...but i think that's because he's afraid of the big friends he has... hahah =D

oh yes..i just sent him to basic grooming last evening..he looks so handsome now!! so are you wondering how my lil baby looks like? here it goes...

preparing for xmas! an Xmas costume from Auntie Audrey!

here are the two big and one long friends that ruski has

yes...he's humongous!

i loveeeee bathing!!

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and of course sleeping too!

Singapore Flyer

here are some pictures to share on my very first time onboard Singapore Flyer. It was a department outing organised by the company and why did AIA have this complimentary ride for the employees? plainly because they have the money to 'buy' a flight and not to give the employees pay increment! haha yes there's this flight which is 'bought over' by AIA. i wonder how much they've spent on that.





With a very humble camera phone, these are the sights i managed to capture, though not of professional standards, it's still beautiful isnt it.

1st pic (most left) - an overview of the Sheares Bridge
2nd pic (centre) - a peep at our very own Shenton Way.
3rd pic (right) - at the peak of the Singapore Flyer which is one of the World's largest observation wheel.
4th pic (most right) - sun peeping behind the clouds.

Overall experience on the flight i can say it's indeed quite moving at every turn as described on the website but i feel the price for public is still too high. I wouldn't spend that money on myself for that. It doesn't have the WOW factor as compared to other ferris wheel in other countries like Taiwan or some European countries in Vienna. But if you guys still want to try it out...go ahead..but i guess it's a once-in-your-life kind of decision.

a dream..

it's been almost 4 mths since you were gone..away from us....you're still remembered deep in my heart.had a dream of you last nite...the same dream that haunts me every now and then when you were still around.though i woke up feeling relieved that you had already gone to heaven, i realised how much i still miss you. =) hope you are happy now..a place which gives you eternal life.


week after week had past. time passes so fast that i didnt realise it's already september soon. weather started to turn cold..i'm literally shivering with the cold wind blowing while typing this.


had many wonderful feast for the past one month..growing fat with all the eating..but this is the only life you have so enjoy and not think too much!


LOOK AT THIS!!!!!!!!!

and this!

A nice place for steamboat to introduce. At Pioneer Road North, a coffeeshop within the industrial park serves bbq steamboat at only $15 per pax with freeflow of drinks. Just look at the humongous crab pincer that covers half my face! it's not a photoshop trick, pls believe me. that had been dinner cum supper for us for 2 weeks -> i mean on a sat. not everyday.

apart from these..we also indulge in royce chocs, beard papa and much more fatty snacks. so how am i supposed to lead a healthy life like that?

a long while..

it's been a while...life has changed..focusing on work and nothing else...stress is still there all the time and it's getting worse for the target fixed for me...will i be able to achieve it and whats more impt..wat will i become after achieving it? been working hard and doing my best at it and hope i'll be able to prove what i'm capable of.

many events went on and witnessed many which brings not only sorrow but pain deep in my heart..but we'll learn from all these...

this thought keeps running in my mind but never have the courage to action on this...though it's just a simple question like 'how are u?' yeah hopeless piece of shit i know..it's always been this way...*shrugz*

ppl come and go...the scenerio is smiliar to that of standing in front of the entrance of a shopping mall...we learn to accept that and of cuz..always try to be the best person u can be for those who entered yr life...oh gosh...alrdy in the mid20s and why are all these still happening?it's a joke when you actually see for yrself how immature some adults are..spending their life challenging one another's limits and capabilities.

sigh...waiting on a saturday for the dumb starhub guy to come over and fix my cable digital box and he's taking years...cuz i hope i can just go back to dreamland and see the pigs... =)

Baby Labbit - RIP (10/05/08)

Dearest Baby Labbit,


You've brought joy into our lives...we'll miss the way you gobble down your food..miss the way you dashed into the container for the food like you've not eaten for mths...miss the way you'd jump ard when we're leaving the house and when we're home...miss the way you'd watch our backs when we're going to the lift...miss the way you'll jump ard when you hear the shaking of the yogurt container...Baby Labbit...pls Rest in Peace...You must be in heaven with Matt's Fur having a good time...I hope you are...i Love U

a painful history repeats itself

just gonna repost an old post.

just waiting
dunno y...everytime i read smthing from your blog...i will wanna tear...just take it as i'm emotional...shrugz...i dunno y either...i believe there are no good or bad friends to me...i'm living in an age..when i noe who deserves to be my friend..so bad friends are definitely out...you're definitely the best among the rest...no doubts.....and you noe smthing? i'll be here forever.....waiting for the day...we'll have gelare waffles with ice cream together..we'll go to chijmes together..we'll watch soccer together...we'll catch a movie together..we'll have a feast together...we'll chat on msn till my mum comes knocking on my door asking mi to slp...we'll play mahjong together overnight and have mac breakfast and you'll fall aslp while standing in the train...we'll go club together and dance like monkeys...we'll take the pics with the famous three standard poses...gosh..so many more......i'll be patient........i'm not going to give up.........anyway..short recap of wat i did....
Posted by a JoUrNeY with cUrLy tAiL at 6:00 PM

may decide to shut down this blog as it's kinda meaningless alrdy. will post final decision.

Peace after a storm?

it's raining cats and dogs here in simei right now. Poor Shaun is in school on a sunday to prepare for presentation.

I know it's been since i last blogged. smtimes i kinda wonder if anyone reads it anyway. So now i'm just going to update on my busy schedule as well as the happenings during my free time.

well, been engaged in many meetings (long ones) and trainings. i seriously wonder hw many more trainings i have to go through.it never seem to end. but i guess i have to take it positively, accepting it as a upgrade for me in my career and of cuz i am not the only going through this. lucky i have nice colleagues who made all these easier to go through. march will be quite tedious..at least one training per wk! some will be held within the callcentre while some will be at tampines and HQ.

many unhappy incidents had happened but i managed to get over them. I'm perfectly fine now and will not let the leech suck my blood too much. i've managed to pluck it off and go on with my exploration to find a better part of my life. i believe i can do so with the support i have from my bros and sis(s) and of cuz my dearest colleagues. all of you never fail to cheer me up, love all of you!

went for a movie on friday nite with my colleagues, caught 10,000 BC! omg is what i can say. expected to be a movie perhaps about some war the primitives had but ended up to be a love story. never forgetting it ended up as a comedy with allan ard. Friends, think twice about watching it alright? after movie went on to have drinks with bel, kenneth and allan. at the hawker place beside meridien hotel. yes it's a coffeeshop but at least it's in town! a lil more hig class right?heheheh.......slept at abt 4 which caused me to overslp for my appt the nx afternoon. oops!

my dearest Shaun organised a KTV session at teoheng though booked by matt. Shaun shaun..you are hooked to KTV for sure! but i am really proud of u for trying to learn some mandarin songs and u certainly did well =) Matt sis and i then proceeded to cineleisure for our dinner and movie when shaun had to leave for his grandma's bday. We had dinner at this Korean chicken shop..hahahah...i cant rem the exact name. Dinner was nice..and cheap. We watched Waterhorse and it's definitely better than 10,000BC!! some touching storyline which kinda made me teared..i bet shaun will cry out loud if he's there! hohohoho~!!!

after the movie i then went off for my 'date'....didnt wanna go for supper with matt and milo cuz just in case milo wont send me home!!!!! but dude rem..i sent u home before!!! a few times smmore! keke...ok i ended up in cosy bay initially but sad to say...cosy bay is history! it closed down!!!! argh! then headed off to ECP coffeebean for a latte..stayed there till about 130am..then proceeded to katong hkg cafe to have supper. it was an experience...i've been there many times..this time is special as i can watch rats racing....while eating...many rats were actually running around!!!!!! God!!! we got distracted many times while chatting! there was this mouse trap there but apparently they are not using it.. alright..stayed until about 4am! i was kinda dead by then...but it was kinda fruitful...we talked abt our lives and i learnt quite alot of him... (opps yes it's a him)..hahaha...

kkk..dont complain that i dont blog huh...i did it alrdy!!! so long....till u read it again nx time...hahahah

updates?

i have nth to update about....i'm just plain tired about some issues i cant share..my friends...pls try to understand me when i dont share........becuz i cant.............stay with me, though not physically, always...

Gong Xi Fa Cai

it's the lunar new yr again! time passes so fast..i can still remember clearly what we had done last yr! i can rem milo eating one whole pack of Wasabi peas..hahaha..nearly taken his life..and we had chalet in conjunction with mum's bday.

oh well, just had dinner with mum and dad. it's rotting time now..waiting for eddy to confirm if we're meeting for coffee. Well, apparently, i've been told since young that children shd always try to stay up as late as possible to hope for long life for our parents. and since young, i've been doing just that! so i'm finding smthing to do and not just watch tv.

Will be going to msia tmr to uncle's place. gonna rot there the whole day once again, with mahjong and card games and of cuz eat n eat n eat! (i'm totally irritated by the spyware alert!YES my com is infected!!!) and will only be back at night. so there goes day 1 of CNY.

so whats going to happen on day 2? i dont know..i guess more rotting.

day 3! shaun's gonna have his bday celebration..apparently he wants us to go in beach wear which i have totally no idea hw i'm going to walk ard in his hse in bikini and the image of eating pizza and fats oozing out isnt nice! nonono...no WAY.haha

day 4...preparation to work on monday again....so depressing huh...

16th of feb will be the day i'm looking forward! had invited all my friends and some colleagues over to my place for drinking and gambling session! keke..hope it'll be fun and hope my friends will be able to open up to my colleagues..and of cuz we'll not miss the steamboat dinner and Lou HEi!!! it's gonna be messy once again! hahah..

SPOT ON!

ok..i saw this on milo's blog which he saw from shaun's blog..gosh..SPOT ON BABY! though there are two paragraphs which are the same as milo's...maybe tts why i can ensure his retardedness (if there's such a word)..hahhaha

here it goes..

What Joyce Wee Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

pathetic piece of shit

why am i only good at asking what if what if what if or saying i dont dare?? how am i suppose to be able to move on? seriously, i cant have this mindset anymore if not i'll be stuck with the agony i am facing now forever! i know i cant always depend on others to find out information that benefits me...i know i'm old enough to be able to make the move. but how is it that you ppl want me to find out the terrible truth on my own and have the truth slapping my face?

i'm sorry but i just cant do it...i have no guts ok. i admit!!

yes...it's going to be a terrible fortnight for me....terrible starts with training last thurs...dance practice today and more practices every single day from monday. ok, gonna have a dance performance for the recognition dinner on the 25th! i dont know which idiot selected me. i really dont feel good about this..i have problem remembering the steps and having real difficulty trying to coordinate...it's totally different having to dance with specific steps and dancing in clubs! i'm alrdy feeling the stress esp when the rest can do it well...how can i cope with this?!

i nid help. whats new? i'm always helpless anyway.

loi, i wish smtimes i can vent it out.but sadly, who will try to understand the situation i am facing? seriously, noone. they will only think i am being unreasonable, emotional. but will they know i'm not emotional and i'm just trying not to hide how i feel? how long more can i endure all these?wont it be worse if i try to suppress it? i'm trying to right now....but i think you can tell i cant carry on further from the way i was just now when u sent mi back right? do you know why i always wanna suppress hw i feel? i actually rcvd comments like, 'you're being too irrational and emtional'. wat to do........or rather...what can i do?

aj aj, you are really one ass.

A Brand New Start

Many times we had made many resolutions and promises to lead a better life in a brand new year but how many times have we looked back and realised we had achieved nothing. But still..i'll do it!

Happenings - Over the past one year, many things happened, had r/s but all didnt work out. I was blind to have fallen for a ridiculous man which i totally felt disgusted when i think back of all the things he had done, not only to me and also to his 'beloved' bestie. a lesson learnt, open yr eyes big, do not go for men who only wants SEX and if you realised they're that sort of men, do not give them anything! *winks* was also psychoed many times to go towards the target but i always fail to do it..no guts, this is all i can say. it makes things worse when u realised u gotta face the person 5times in a wk, just dont want it to backfire. pls..understand my plight!

Resolution - plastic surgery to make my eyes bigger! hahah, kidding!!! ok i'm gonna open my eyes bigger!! and of cuz..i'll tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fight for what i always wanted. at least i try..sobz...but of cuz nw the main thing to do is to reconfirm his preference again! damn!! why is it always happening....is aj an aj????ARGH not again.............

Happenings - a new job at AIA. new faces, new friends, new incidents, new stress.

Resolutions - human r/s management to be improved. have new friends, not enemies.

Happenings - fell seriously ill in march! bed ridden for a wk! bloody gastric flu.

Resolutions - drink more water, less alcohol. engage in more outdoor activities! HEALTHY LIFESTYLE!!

Happenings - spent too much!

Resolutions - save save save!

ok, enough of resolutions. i'm turning 25 and shit, feeling stressed again...when will i be able to settle down?!!? will i end up having to go for some match-making shit??? gosh.....anyway..went to settlers cafe at clarke quay last night with the usual peeps. was quite enjoyable but the food wasnt fantastic though. i believe i can find better western food in hawker centres! the boys later moved on Dbl O and i went home!! kinda unbelievable but i just dont have the mood to club yesterday and i would rather go home though it's a saturday! i nid some drive man!!! is this the turning point for me?????gosh....a tat too early right?

ok nx holiday, CNY!!! tong tong tong chiang! time to shop for clothes, my shoe rack and shoes and food!!! hahaha...it's just another mth to go!!!! you ppl better start to get yr ass off yr chairs and get ready for another round of steamboat and 'lou hei'!!!!!