6th day

omg..it's only the 6th day and i'm going nuts!!!! i wonder if it's the same feeling if smone else is away. gosh. hw am i going to survive another.................12 freaking days!?!?!?!?!?omgomgomg. so gonna die and of cuz..frank will be happy..cuz he can make fun of me! @&$@*#*

anyway...merry xmas to all..had a real gd time at the party on sat! we were ALL dressed up to match the theme. yes i mean ALL! even rong mei and mich!! they came as presents!!! omg..it was hilarious and i laughed till i had asthma attack and had to use the inhaler when i got hm! hahaha..insanity. we had lotsa food. turkey, pizza, macaroni cheese,potato salad coleslaw! we even had Tang Yuan made by Matt's mummy! hmm...nice...and i had a small Forever friends mirror with tiny drawers from Lionel the rubber man aka plain ginger bread man. here are some pics of our crazy time to share.







hmm..i wish nx yr's party will be a wilder one..maybe we can include our external friends or colleagues to join in the fun! i believe it'll be wilder!!!

nx up! new yr!!!!

I wan a Mistletoe!!!!

Mistletoe is also said to be a sexual symbol, because of the consistency and color of the berry juice as well as the belief that it is an aphrodisiac, the “soul” of the oak from which it grows. The origin of the tradition of kissing under the mistletoe is vague. However, the tradition may have stemmed from either the Viking association of the plant with Frigga (the goddess of love) or from the ancient belief that mistletoe was related to fertility. Another explanation for the tradition is that it is derived from the festival of Saturnalia, a popular mid-December celebration in ancient Rome

The correct mistletoe etiquette is for the man to remove one berry when he kisses a woman. When all the berries are gone, there's no more kissing permitted underneath that plant.
One legend states that a couple who kisses underneath mistletoe will have good luck, but a couple neglecting to perform the ritual will have bad luck. Specifically, it is believed that a couple kissing under the mistletoe ensure themselves of marriage and a long, happy life, while an unmarried woman not kissed under the mistletoe will remain single for another year.

Maidens may place a sprig of the plant under their pillow at night in the same manner a child places his or her lost tooth in anticipation of a visit from the Tooth Fairy. Instead of exchanging teeth for money, however, the sprig of Mistletoe allows women to dream of their Prince Charming. Burning a mistletoe plant is also thought to foretell a woman’s marital bliss, or lack thereof. A mistletoe that burns steadily prophesies a healthy marriage, while fickle flames may doom a woman to an ill-suited partner.

While mistletoe is widely viewed as a symbol of love and fertility, it's also representative of peace. Ancient tales tell of enemies who encounter each other underneath trees bearing mistletoe. The enemies lay down their arms, embrace, and agree to a truce until the next day [source: Perry]. This act of goodwill is yet another possibility for why we kiss under mistletoe: abstaining from violence and exchanging greetings under the plant may have prompted the custom of kissing.

first event coming up

alright...finally the first event is coming up..my first DnD with AIA. had wanted to dress up as Princess Lia but dreams were dashed when they announced the theme for callcentre. SHREK!! my gosh..the only character is snow white as her gown as compared to Cinderella or Sleeping Beauty is more prominent. Went to the No.1 Costume Shop at Arab street and found the gown buttttttt....it's so ugly!~!! take a look nw...

and to add, the costume doesn't look really clean. Though the staff there mentioned it'll be cleaned before collection, i still had doubts abt it. it cost more than 60bucks for rental and we had decided to drop the idea to dress up. Moreover, the folks sitting with me do not wish to dress up as they think they're way too old for that. ok, fun is gone but i hope on the night itself, things will be different. I'm just going to dress OUT and UP wearing my new boots! hehe..

ok...been attending Jap Classes but sadly it's difficult to master as the teacher aint really good at teaching. Here are some of the sentences i can remember.

- Watashiwa Joyce desu -> I am Joyce.

- Singapore kara ki mashita -> I come from Singapore

- Watashiwa Kaishain -> I am an employee of a company

- Watashiwa ni jun yon sai -> I am 24 years old.
-Toire wa doko desu ka? -> Where is the toilet?

ok i know it's pathetic but practice is very impt in order to master it.

went to ktv after class with sis and her friend veron. and went to walk ard in orchard after that. The traffic was so bad and it was packed almost everywhere. and yes, sis's car is finally here. sitting in the rear seat was great esp when u can stare out of the moonroof and look at the decorations in orchard. NICE. it's sporty smooth and the engine is quite silent.wait until i get a chance to drive it and i shall comment more on its performance. here are more pics to share.

memorable indeed

ok frank...for u la huh...

ok...why it is memorable? cuz i had a 'date' with Mr AJ!!!! yes..he asked for my companion today after work...first to the goldsmith to ask for the price of selling his gold chain and bracelet then to sengkang to modify his Iphone and then had dinner at compasspoint then took a bus back to tamp. ok it's kinda sweet that i'm the lucky one tonight..cuz apparently he could have asked anyone else..at first he did not know hw to get to sengkang..but thinking abt it...we took a cab..he could have just went on his own and get any of his mates. ahahahaha....ok i wont think too much...i'll just remember this day... =) *peace*

hectic week as usual..bedtime seem to be set at 930pm..old woman...worse than my mummy..

alright..i can smell christmas..wats for my present?!?!?! hahaha and yes i bought my boots....gonna wear it to DnD nx fri...so frank..u can save yr money on tt and buy mi smthing else....hahahahahah

ok la.........shall cut it short...getting really lazy to update...zzzzzz

insanity strikes

this is a tuesday but it's worse than a monday. basically..5 staff down..it's fine...but the lunch was reduced to 30mins!!! nearly puked after eating noodles...it was so rush and the food couldnt even digest! gosh.....i kinda tot of killing those who took mcs but then again..such things are inevitable la...i mean..we r human afterall..we do fall sick though..but i just cant believe in the coincidence!!

alright..mr aj has got his iphone bought from the phil and he brought it to work even though batt is running out just to show the world...haha...gosh...and i even had to use tissue paper to hold the phone to prevent fingerprints from staining his phone...idiot......

mr loi is now in reservist.......i think he'll only read this like nx wk la...i bet he's enjoying himself in camp...hahahah

well...sad to hear that matt's dad's hospitalised again....pray he'll get well soon...

and yes..matt is enjoying himself at Linkin Park concert right nw..smthing he'd been waiting for...

ok...i dunno wat to type anymore....it's just a crazy day...............

it's the time of the year again

gonna write abit abt the upcoming events..here it goes

1) *rain rain go away, come again another day*~~...it's been raining these few days...i really dread it cuz it's freaking cold in the morning when i have to get up and bathe...and......i'll just want to slp more...HATE IT! cuz i'm dearly terrified of cold...and when it's time for lunch....u're kinda stranded cuz u cant go far...but it's nice in another way...you'll be cool and wont perspire...means...you wont smell, you wont be sticky chewy after perspiring...and can save electricity..i may nt even need the fan...ok i'm extreme..really cant endure cold temperature..

2)*linglingling* company's DnD's coming. will be held at Ritz Carlton!! and theme will be Fantasy!! I've decided to dress up as Princess Lia in Star Wars!!! hmm...or maybe sailor moon...or maybe....................................ARGH...cannot freaking make up my mind!

3) *dingdongbell*~~i can smell christmas!!!!! hahaha..yes i know it's still a long way more to go but i just cant wait ok!! all the xmas shopping and lightings and music...so exciting!! ok..i'm acting like a 3yr old gal again......wats new anyway right?

4) *party poppers*~~2mths left to get ready yr new yr resolutions!!!! be sure to fulfil them this year huh!!! hahah it's tough i know....i hardly managed as well..haha

5) *gongxi gongxi*~~~4mths to CNY!!!! wooOoooOoHoOooo...all the shopping, new clothes, new shoes, food and mahjong!!!!!! i'm getting excited alrdy!!!!keke...

6) *happy bday to uuuuuu*~~ damn..getting old in another 6mths!!!!! ARGHHHH i'll be 25!!! SHIT!! Mid 20s and no bf!!!!!!!!! OMG..i'm doomed!!!!!nvm...more shoes to make mi happy then...

alright...seem like alot is abt shopping huh........................frank....now tt i've updated just for u.......are u going to do smthing for mi?hahahahhahaha...........time for pedicure and manicure........but sadly...u're going for reservist!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH

what's wrong with my brain?

been having this headache for a week. finally went to see the doctor this afternoon and returned home from work at 2pm. doc said it's caused by my sinus. until now..i dont feel good. i'm still feeling light headed. nauseous. and the experience with the doctor at eunos is kinda shaky. she'll actually reprimand u! saying things like 'why did u go to work in the first place when u know u are sick?' 'why did you only see a doctor after feeling sick for a few days?!!' and the funny thing is..she ended the consultation by saying 'hey i dont mean to pick a fight with u but nx time come and see me once u r sick, dont delay.' haha..kinda nice la..it's a whole new different experience.

mickey the dog came over to my place yesterday and will be staying with us for a wk while the owner is away in taiwan. he's actually sis's colleagues dog. he's tame, trained to poo in the toilet and loves to play with his bone. really adorable.took care of him once before a couple of yrs back and now he's old..u can tell from his discoloured fur. but nonetheless, he's still very hyper. just came back from a walk with him. now...this is really the kind of life i want. been able to have a slow walk with my dog and have some peaceful time.

red bomb alert on the 11th nx mth!!! my ops manager's getting married and i'll have to attend the dinner. but i guess it's gonna be fun cuz will be attending it with other colleagues. it wont be like the typical family kind of wedding dinners which are boring!!!

hmm..wanna take leave in jan...anyone out for a short trip???can do some chinese new yr shopping!!! bangkok anyone????

oh where oh where can my baby be?

hahaha wat a lame title i have here huh..anyway just a short recap of wat happened for the past few days.

went back to work on thursday after a short rest away from the office. gosh it was heaven. i wish i can have this more often. some time to rest my mind and body as working in AIA definitely caused lotsa stress and my body is drained! adding on to it, pimples are popping happily!! disfiguring me!

went to st james, boiler room on sat with frank and his two friends and jasmine and ailin. been soooooo long since i last seen the girls. definitely a chance for us to catch up and of course, more catching ups to do! it was a great nite though, with different crowd and a different kind of fun. noone to force glasses of alcohol down my throat by the usual peeps. need a short break away from that. but then again...i think it wont be that short either. had supper at siglap at one of the hong kong cafes with frank and his two friends, eric and grace. nice ppl. and of cuz VERY nice car of eric's!! kinda regret not having a picture taken though. FRANK, I WANT A PIC!!!!! pls..........hahaha!!

got home at abt 4 and had to wake up at 930 this morning! gosh..i'm now feeling drained once again...wat kinda lifestyle i have here...shaun n matt came over for a game of mahjong and we played nintendo WII as well..omg...it's really fun....kinda feel like psychoing sis and bro to share funds to get one! hahahah...but i think we'll just be excited abt it for a short while...we'll get sick of it sooner or later...soooo...just play with shaun's lah....

hmm..i guess thats about all..i kinda feel my blog is lacking something..it's getting dull......wat should i do...................................hmmmmm.....

light headed me

Here I am..sitting alone at starbucks in simei..wait a min..i’m not alone..i’m actually sharing a table with a stranger..haha…he’s not cute though..opps..just went to the hospital to visit dear mr kiwi..yes he is admitted again and again..dunno wassup with him..some brain problem I guess..hahah kidding…

Alright..i was too bored at home..was on leave for the last two days after the trip..dont wanna stay home so had decided to drop by at starbucks and use my laptop and enjoy my caramel frap…received many calls demanding for meet ups but I just don’t have the mood to do tt..smtimes it’s just so nice and calming to be alone..without any distractions or disturbances to clear my mind…

Caught The Nanny Diaries last night, a typical teenage movie I can say. Nth fantastic and not really worth the price to watch in a cinema. Though it’s free but I felt the money could have been used to watch Resident Evil instead. Well, payor gets to decide. am now surfing Coach webby too. Cant wait to be able to get a bag for myself. Since the US$ is now dropping tremendously, I think online shopping will be so much worth it. So guys, go get shop till u drop before the exchange rate rises again!

Smtimes I feel talking too much or too clearly to smone is of no use. It’s either the other party filters wat he wants to perceive or maybe he does not understand my English. But I feel I speak really simple English that everyone can understand. How on earth can I really get the message across? I’m lost for words actually and had totally ran out of idea. Where on earth is my cape crusader?? Where art thou?

Gosh, I am having a headache now. Must be the caffeine from the drink. Oh well..when I was at the hospital just now, I kinda feel realllly down. I feel life is so fragile. Kiwi’s bed was surrounded by old men who looks really weak and they looked as though God is soon bringing them away. All of them were dependant on drips and oxygen. I think I shd really refrain from going to the hospital for awhile. So pls friends..take care of yr health esp Mr Kiwi!!!! Stop making me go to the hospital!!

Ok..the stranger is moving to another table cuz his friend is here..too bad..i’m not leaving yet and this table is too small to hold 3 ppl…

Sigh..i tot I will be able to have a chance to go to Manila with sis in november. But the leave slots are fully booked by frank who will be on reservist and Melvin for his medical check/operation. Nvm..next time then.

Ok tts all…feel kinda light headed now…perhaps it’s time to head home……

tioman girl is back!~

ok tt's a new nick i had from dear Mr AJ. wellwell..the trip was great. got to know two new friends from there! alright, here's a short summary of the trip. first day was free at leisure. so matt and i went to start the day by walking ard the island and finding a nice spot for a swim and tan. the waters there is totally clear. we can see fishes swimming ard and of cuz the weather was great! we went snorkelling the second day and it was better!! more fishes!! but poor matt got kinda sick...opps...haha...we went to a shop which is duty free!! matt bought a bottle of red wine and johnnie walker! i bought a bombay sapphire, a mini one as a gift. i smuggled it back by keeping it with my toiletries...hahah...and guess wat..we found a little froggy in the toilet! and oh yes..food which was provided in the package SUCKS!!! gosh..i fed most of my share to the cats there. and the most fantastic thing is...i brought rashes back with me!!!!! i'm now dying of itch!!!!!! ARGHHHHHH...okok...share sm pics here...




the froggy which did not turn into a prince cuz i din kiss it
and the fishes at marine park! huge ones!


the new friends we made and pissed off cuz waited for the ferry for so long!

the countdown

WoooOooHoooOooo...counting down to my trip to Tioman on the 6th with matt!!!! omg..it's a holiday i've been longing for!! i need a god-damn break!! after slogging in AIA for 6mths..i've finally had this chance for short getaway! have been praying for good weather so we'll be able to snorkel, tan, swim and of cuz...take tons and tons of pics!!!!!!ahhahahaah..not going to miss out this chance!! hmm..though i hoped my sis and bro and be there as well..but sis's health is more impt yar...we'll have another chance to go holiday tog..no worries abt tt!

hmm..how's work..it's been fine..coping well...though complaining alot as well..but complaining is part of life la...it's a way to vent frustration..rather than to endure every little hiccups and blow up when cannot take it anymore..it's gonna get worse....hmm..gonna sign my confirmation and conversion letter at HR tmr...then gonna meet matt to shop for some holiday stuff..like maybe a new pair of beach shorts, tees and toiletries....hmm..hahah spending a bomb even b4 travelling..how nice...

ooo..forgot...went to JB on sat with my colleagues..went to Jusco, had my toenails done! nice!! and ate alot...had yong tau foo for lunch, starbucks coffee,donuts and 6 dishes for dinner..how nice...of cuz..our boss tt night is Mr Melvin...hahahh...free dinner!!!!keke..it was fun but tiring though and the weather in the afternoon was a killer. couldnt even speak a word in the car on the way to jusco as melvin totally blocked out the aircon and with the sun shining in..i literally felt breathless and suffocated...thank God the jam wasnt bearable..and i felt like i was in heaven the moment i got out of the car.of cuz i wouldnt miss out on the pics..lazy to upload..will do it nx time...

now i am thinking of wat to get for the folks at work..i dun wanna just get the souvenirs from tioman..it'll be boring...gotta think of smthing creative! hmm........................

harlor harlor

harlor harlor!! anyone there?

anyway...taking the chance to wish Mr Shafie an advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! stay sexy yeah!!! hahahaha

wow..week after week..days after days..it's alrdy coming to Oct soon..went to chinatown with matt this afternoon to book for our trip..suddenly rem the last time we went to chinatown..it was during CNY...gosh we realised how fast time flies and it's coming to christmas in another 2mths plus!!! now..this means smthing else...i'm getting old!!!! omg..i'm going to be 25 soon!!!!! and the best thing is...my preferred age to get married, which is 27, is just another 2yrs plus!!! omg...it's gone..hope is dashed for sure...how am i supposed to find myself a husband within this short period of time??sobz..i dun wanna end up being eligible to purchase a flat!!! this means....i dun wanna remain single and unwanted even at the age of 35!!!! thinking about it just scares me..

*burp* damn..aint feeling well...dont know what the hell i ate today that caused me to feel sick and nauseous..everytime i burp, i can feel that my stomach is oily!! maybe too much chili in my Kolo Mee this afternoon...and i actually forced myself to puke just now...now i am feeling so much better.

finally booked for our trip to tioman...1st wish is to have the confirmation fromthe agency. 2nd wish is for monsoon to be delayed so the trip wont be cancelled if not i might just have to make do with Sentosa...and now..thats very idiotic...soooo...i'll just pray for the best......

and yeah...tuesday is mooncake festival..and i havent bought my mooncake yet!!!!!! ARGHHHH...gonna plan for an outing this coming sat to Chinese Garden...boys..if you guys happen to read this..try to make yrselves free ok...miss you boys....

ok..ending here..i think i'm going to disappear for another wk again...ciao...

yesterday once more

16th of September, the day i met you 3 yrs ago. It also almost a yr since i last spoke to you.i wonder if you remembered this day. I bet you do but it hurts. i do miss you but it has to be the past.

17th of september, the day i decided to be with you one yr ago. We'll always be the best of pals. You're well, the least i hoped for. I'm glad we still have this priceless friendship.

Mr AJ, i hope you wouldnt continue to think of the things you had been thinking abt. It's nothing and i hope you'll believe in it. Though on the outside things may not seem the way i assured you but it's the truth. Pls believe me. I'm dying inside. It's just you..all that i longed for. But it's going in the wrong direction, can i turn it the right way?

i hope life will now change for me. I've decided to attend church regularly with matt. God is slowly showing me the peace i need and blessing me with the patience. I hope i'll be able to lead a better life nw. i pray.

a msg for you ppl regardless of religion.always pray for the serenity to accept the things we cannot change; courage to change the things we can; and wisdom to know the difference and that we will be able to accept hardships as the pathway to peace.

* the font is in yr fav colour Mr AJ.

wrong!

this is toally insane and utterly wrong!!!!!! i know it but i cant stop it!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what the hell is wrong with me!!!!!!???

a msg for milo - no waiting game is unworthy. you'll get the ultimate results you always hoped for if u believe in it.

a msg for myself - gosh, you are actually advising smone when u yrself had gone hopeless.

a msg for you who's talking to me - oh shut up!

crap!

forgiveness

milo asked mi this question. is it really very easy to forgive smone i like/love if he had done smthing to hurt me by just seeking forgiveness and atone to his mistake but doing smthing to touch my heart. i replied yes. for me..the infatuation will remain for life even if the person is no longer within yr reach or sight which explains why you can forgive that easily.

past few days had been slightly insane. cant divulge much info but apparently..hp's been ringing at least 10 times a day excluding smses. and its from the same person. i dunno wat to say anymore..but i do not want to misterpret his actions as well. though i hope it's from another person, i noe it's highly impossible. shant talk abt it. it's complicated.

sat- went caline's hse for mini gathering. had hightea, lots of cakes, muffins and bread. had a game of monopoly. went to catch a soccer match with matt lionel and melvin. boring man u match though but lucky they won. fell aslp during the 15mins half time break.

sun-boring sun, woke up only at 1plus. surfed net then went to see cars with sis. finally made up her mind!!! got a honda airwave. nice car. the car dealer actually added many freebies..good deal!!! i wanna drive it soon!!!!!hahahaha some pics to share here~

MU become UM..

spongebob monopoly and the gang

three duhring man who lost their way and the delicious confectionaries!

you are one rich man!

if you can get a dollar for every single bullshit that comes out your mouth, you would be the world's richest man - this line is courtesy of milo, helping to replace a huge chunk of words i had typed prior to this but i guess after much persuasion and thinking, i shouldnt stoop so low and use such unclassy words. so this is for you, Mr Richie aka Mr Wealthy aka Mr Horny..(opps)!

i really really hope and pray that the innocent and kind hearted victim will learn his lesson from this incident and really realise wat friendship is all abt. i'm nt trying to sow discord here but it's smthing noone can tolerate. it's too much and too extreme. enough advantage had been taken of you my friend. so pls...see for yrself..this world is cruel but dun let cruelty hit u!

oh no it's sunday again

25aug07: met shaun at 1130, headed down to matt's place to have our movie marathon. supposed to catch 5 movies but ended up only watching 3. and why so? because we were distracted by the temptation of mahjong. while waiting for milo and lionel to reach, we decided to play mj (without money) while watching The Zodiac. ok..the movie totally sucked our blood.not only it's slow and draggy, it's quite lame cuz the timeline dragged for like 20 yrs. it's a thriller actually, about murder cases. but the damn police took like 20yrs to nab him. ok nx, watched goal 2. my dear handsome Mr Santiago Munez in the show. so so so adorable!! he's really a heart throbbing hunk (to me). had dinner while watching it. ordered the 933 golden pillow (x2) chicken wings (x6) lasagna and a pizza but with shortage of drinks. haha. ended the marathon with The Pursuit of Happyness by Will Smith. it's a pre-arranged show by matt specially for mi to cry but it din work. lol. so there werent any tragedies for the marathon which i had requested. maybe it's the anti-climax comments the boys made when some of the scenes are sad which stopped mi from feeling sad.

nx, went to double o to meet up with my colleagues.brought matt along. they ordered 2 bottles of hennessy. as usual, drank alot. culprit ms lily, victim ms joyce. it was fun dancing and taking pics. however, the highlight of the night was, allan got drunk!!!!! omg omg omg!! it was the first time i see him like tt. gotta send him home to the door step and into his room with the help of melvin. and my hands got cramped for helping to hold the plastic bag the whole journey to his plc. poor guy. oh, forgot to mention poor me! i was drunk too!!! but still gotta force myself to be really alert and ensure he gets home. after sending him back..melvin gotta hold on to me to get a cab. ok. i got home safely. managed to change but without the removal of my make-up, i fell flat on the bed. woke up soon after and unsteadily went to grab my rubbish bin and puked!!! i puked like twice!!!!! argh! ok smthing gross to make u ppl puke. the puke waste is still in my rubbish bin cuz i dun dare to bring it out to throw! dun wan my mum to kill me! hahahahaha!!!!

here are some pics to share.

a drunk mr allan and the 20 tequila shots which killed us.

usual male harrassment and the hennessy which killed us as well

mahjong retards and mr golden pillow.

mr valent sebastian ang aik leong kiwi and me

mr dehnis ubana and i

welcome back!

i am back after disappearing for a few days which seemed like a decade long. miss my laptop and the sound of the keyboard. alright..wat have i been doing..

last fri, had dinner at centrepoint fish&co with bel, melvin, kiwi and kenny. miss the new york fish and chips..yummilicious!!!drooling with the mention of it. i'm a glutton! rcvd 5phone calls from Mr AJ.(not gay aj ok) and finally he had decided to join us after his gym. gosh, he's not only vain but fickle minded! headed to 97 with the rest for night out! ok..97 is a freaking cantopub! with a live band which plays canto/chinese songs! it's fine..until the techno music started playing. sigh..i hate techno actually but i just gotta go with the flow..make myself high by drowning myself with lotsa liquor.

well..many things happened. saw HIS new gal, and got blamed for nth by him. nvm. shant blow the matter up and be a kind soul. forgive and forget. but i still cant control my fingers though. I'M NT THE ONE WHO CALLED HER! still dare say i childish without finding the facts! look who's the one huh?! why will i bother about hw she looks? she's yr gf, not mine for god's sake! *smirkz* ok..enough ms fingers, spare his life!

ok..hmm..i can say i found out many many things abt Mr AJ. ok he's str! tts a great piece of news! and i came to understand his view of r/s. ok, as per bel's advice, it's virtually impossible for anything to happen. sigh..nvm..enjoy this feeling while i can. ok..ms lily is crazy as usual..kept pushing me and mr aj tog. though i noe her motive but nvm i just enjoy it.hahaha..ok..for the first time..i din puke after drinking.

sat...met up with bel and the two boys for ktv. hmm..had fun. met matt after tt for a movie. watched dead silence and yes it worked! i got terrified and h0rrified! ended up not having the courage to go home. well i have to, just tt i relied on my hp by talking to matt. and yes, he just had to makes things worse smtimes huh!

sun..finally bought my new hp K800I. though it's not a very new model but i love the cam! and it's all i look for and need. but till nw, mission not accomplished at all!!!! bloody joyce just cant be initiative and OPEN her GOD DAMN MOUTH!

a message for kiwi or in fact everyone else - like how you encouraged me when was down, things will get better and being sad is just a phase. get over smone who's unworthy and you'll find smone better. if he's not meant to be yrs, let him go. holding it back will just torment you more. rem, love smone whole heartedly and never regret. love someone sincerely and not because you ought to. be with someone because you want to and not need to.

Mr AJ, when will you be........?

i soooo knew it

see, i am so damn right! everything's fine and i dont feel irritated anymore esp when he's the first person i saw early in the morning. nice, asked carlos abt HIS sexual orientation. nice ans dude. DAMN! though it's not a concrete prrof but shit! more and more ppl feels tt way! omg omg. why is it always like tt? it just makes mi more determined to give up on everyone! now i understand why many ppl nowadays go for flings. no string attached. cuz there is just noone out there available to go on a long r/s! i cant say i am going to do the same but i cant say either that i wont. opps. *shrugz*

i'm having a pimple breakout! small little zits are popping on my forehead! i think it's my fringe that's causing my agony. gonna chop it off a little this sat. smtimes i have the urge to chop it off more just like ayr ago. but i have no guts! cuz it takes freaking long to have hair of this length which i have nw! *OUCHHH* ok..my itchy fingers just tried to squeeze a zit and it hurts. very nice. duhz.

right..gonna club this friday with my dearest colleagues again. sharon(deputy manager) is leaving.gonna have a good time with them, hoping i can get high and pop the question right in HIS face! but isabel is right..high possibilities that HE wont give an honest answer! or maybe he wouldnt even answer at all! how on earth can i get to know the truth?!?!?! it's strangling me! leaving me hanging up high on the cable car cables. but still i'm gonna try!

oh yes!! impt thing to update!! i totally fell deeply in love with victoria's secret!!omgomg..my shopping bag cost USD175 alrdy! but of cuz i gotta filter and choose my fav la...just a little worried abt the size. like wat isabel told me..US sizes are humongous! ok..shall try once and learn from experience. VS here i come!!!!!!!

Cranky!!!

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freaking cranky when you are sick huh!it's the first time i actually got irritated by you Mr A!! A for ASS!!!!!! but why do i have this feeling tt i will feel differently tmr or when he's back?damn. shdnt have msg u in the first place! wrong move joyce! *BANG*

once again, shitty monday! 6 MCs!! freaking hell. i shd learn their culture soon. MC on a freaking monday when there are the most calls!! and the rest of us have to suffer!! but who gives a damn about us? duhz.

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and that's me.