RAH!!

'Rah' seems to be the 'in' word used frequently in my grp of retarded frens nowadays...but it can be used in many situations to express yr emotions in a less crude way.. eg; anger, reacting to smthing retarded or simply bored..well at least tts for me but they mostly use it for anger...i mean..not really real anger though...another one will be 'HArlor'... pronounced as 'har' 'lor'..simply means hello...but listening to the actual word is damn hilarious...so my new subnick for msn will be 'Harlor mister, "RAH!!!" ' hahahaha...retarded...

where have i been these days...basically nowhere...other than mugging for the idiotic exam which is coming soon and i have to go thru two bks at least once more...damn it....if i'm actually studying for smthing of use in future or when i leave the co. i seriously dun mind at all..but it wont be unless i return to insurance line...becoming a FSC? NAH...not my cup of teh tarik...apparently i dun drink teh tarik also...lol...though there are devils ard persuading me to enter the insurance world but i just cant do it....i mean..yes u can earn big bucks..BUT..i gotta emphasize on the BUT...it wouldnt be easy if yr skin aint thick enough...like cold calling at the interchange..get rejected by passerbys str in the face..tts smthing which puts me off...cuz i hate FSCs approaching me as well...so well...why should i do smthing which i hate ppl doing to me right? make sense? yes it does...(oh duhz)

i officially made a new enemy...sorry darling if u hate me...but..i guess this is our fate.....din expect it'll reach a stage where u actually use the word hate....but i noe there is nth else i can do to rectify it and make things better...even though it may be just a slight difference but i've ran out of ideas...cuz everything i do is retarded or unacceptable to u...sorry..

life in new company for nw...all i can say is good...everyone's nice and spontaneous...nobody seem to be the type who will leave one to die...helpful...but irritating at times..esp when i'm the lead actress of unhidden gossips...just so becuz i'm one of the few little kittens who are single...and it seems my jovial character never seem to let them down and enjoy themselves to the max...cuz apparently the rest of the single gals..i mean...maybe only another 2 or 3 are not the types who are fun loving....oh well..i'm not praising myself but it seems obvious for this case...haha...and not missing out on the latest new happenings ard my neighbourhood as one of my colleagues actually stays just one blk behind mine...he was just telling mi there was a fight on sat right nx to my block near the small road...(when there are a funeral just downstairs)..but the fight did not originate from the funeral itself..it was created by a gang of malay guys...to the extend police had to come settle it.....oh duh...fights....i wunder hw old they are...and wat era is this nw? still fighting in gangs over some minor petite things? *shakes head*

ok..here's a racist joke...created unintentionally by my manager and me...the scenario is as follows...

manager: " how come anwar( colleague) is doing outbound call for so long?
me: " is it the tamil call you asked him to call?"
manager: " oh yes it is...no wunder..."
me: " yes, tts why the call is longer becuz tamil words are longer..."

opps..sorry but i dun mean anything..pls dun report mi to the administrator............. *puppy eyes*

damn...i'm eating dinner while typing this...i just choke on a grain of rice.....*coughs* retribution for publicising the joke...."hey i said sorry right?!?!?!? !&#%$%!*"

ok i shd stop my nonsense..

definitions: FSC - Financial Services Consultant

hurt

seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face
you told me how proud you were but i walked away
if only i knew what i know today
i would hold you in my arms i would take away the pain
thank you for all you've done
forgive all your mistakes
there's nothing i wanna doto hear your voice again
sometimes i want to call you but i know you won't be there

i'm sorry for blaming you for everything i just couldn't do
and i hurt myself by hating you

somedays i feel broke inside but i won't admit
sometimes i just want to hide 'cause it's you i miss
you know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
would you tell me i was wrong?
would you help me understand?
are you looking down upon me?
are you proud of who i am?

there's nothing i want to do to have just one more chance
to look into your eyes and see you looking back
i'm sorry for blaming you for everything i just couldn't do
and i've had myself

if i had just one more day, i would tell you how much that
i've missed you since you've been away
oh, it's dangerous
it's so i'm afraid to try to turn back time
i'm sorry for blaming you for everything i just couldn't do
and i've had myself by hurting you

i am tired

i am tired
i am tired
i am tired
i am tired
i am tired
i am tired
i am tired
i am tired

怎么？我应该做什么？

decided to write this post in chinese...so all you potatoes..pls use translator!! tsk tsk tsk..but shall spare all of u...just a short one..

基本上，我面对一个大问题。 我将需要在MDIS校园每星期上3次的教训! 而且它在Queenstown!我的工作大厦在changi路!!真正地给我头疼! 而且，在5.30pm之后在我可以离开办公室之前，我需要留下来完成所有的callbacks，。 而且教训在7pm开始。 如何从 changi 冲到 queenstown??

可能因此情况，我将必须辞去现在的工作找另一工作…真正地哀伤......明天我与我的经理将
谈论然后做出决定....


神请救救我!!!!!!!!!!!

24th bday celebration

a year has passed yet again..now..already celebrating my 24th bday...wow...time passes real quick and man really grow old fast...

had my bday celebration at milo dinosaur's house last night...theme of party is slumber party but of cuz not all of them complied to tt....had a western course bbq...each of us half a chicken, soup of the day, mashed potatoes, salad (courtesy of my mum's fren) and cheese sausages.

so here goes the story....

woke up at 11..only to find out from mum tt salad's nt ready..so gotta wait..was actually supposed to reach sis's hse at 1pm but reach onli like 2 plus lor..drove to pick dinosaur and matt at yew tee mrt..poor things..was starving and weak when we picked them up..matt's stomach was eating itself alrdy...hahaha...so we headed to jurong point for marketing..had lunch at Mos burger when shaun n andrew joined us....sis n i finished the food faster so we headed to NTUC to get the food first..boys nowadays eat like girls..sigh...anyway..we also bought a bottle of strawberry sparkling wine...and too much drinks.. (milo benefits cuz all the drinks are his nw)..hahah...anyways...rushed back to milo's hse to chop the chicken and marinate it..of cuz..it's matt's job cuz he's the chef...watched him chop up the chicken but cant stop shaking my head cuz first of all..the chopper's nt sharp..secondly, his aiming skills damn jia lat!! cannot aim properly!! hahaha..let's take a look...

poor chicken....

nx...after chopping it, it's marinating time!! a combi of butter, mixed herbs and roast chicken seasoning. the smell is indeed appetising..

those feet u can see..are for shaun...washing them are kinda disturbing...esp when u can feel the texture..it's gross...really...

marinating was done at about 630..so all of us got changed..into our PJs!!!!but i think only mine looks like traditional PJ lor!! the rest cheated!!!!

on the left is matu with his chicken seller pj which isnt a pj afterall...

on the right..andrew and shaun..with their singlets and boxers..nicee....but nt pj enuff...

on the left..milo with his jersey pj? omg..do u even call it pj??? NO LA!! but looks cute with my piggy slippers..

on the right..tt's me!!! with my tweety bird pj and my piggy slipper!!! this is the right dresscode ok!

on the left.sis and bro-in-law..with the couple pjs

on the right..jinrong with his usual singlet and uncle pants..i din noe actually he's always wearing his pjs out...kekeke and lionel was wearing t-shirt n shorts...

now it's time to start the cooking!! sis, bro, milo and i prepared the soup and mashed potato...hmm nice..and the guys downstairs cooking chicken will be jinrong and matt..shaun and andrew..i dunno leh..setting table i think..

finally..when it's time to eat...and when all of us started to cut the chicken...a remark from bro scared all of us...hahah..'hmm..my chicken not cooked!' hahah..then the nx second..the rest of us started checking our chicken and realised all not cooked properly!!! hahaah..matt was kinda sad abt it..coz his task was not done properly..i think for any chef in the world..they will feel demoralised if they failed in their cooking la...but nevertheless..we are patient and waited for the second round of cooking..this time with my bro's help..i cant rem if it was successful the second time round..i think it didnt and they had to cook it the third time..actually cant really blame matt la..it's difficult to cook such big piece of chicken..so give him credits la hor...for his efforts...though after the last round of cooking the chicken was a bit burnt with some raw parts, the flavour of the herbs is still there..nice...

next up...after dinner..yes..it's none other than sabo time...this time is different...they actually blind folded mi with a tie...and their plan was to let mi taste or feel some food stuff and i have to guess wat food tt is...and wat they did was..they had covered the original taste of the food they gave me..to make it tougher for me to guess..at that moment of time...i was kinda panicky tt they will gimme worms..smthing i totally hate and fear of...and of cuz i did warn them tt i will cry if they gimme worms...though they ensured they are giving mi edible food..i still suspect...

being blind folded and eating or touching smthing u dunno is really freaky la...so being blind to the world is indeed scary..world of darkness....here are some stuff they gave mi to eat..

firstly..i tasted salted fish..original flavour..then salted veg with lemon!!! INSANE!!!! sick ppl!!

then comes pig liver with covered with coffee...i tell u..it's gross!!! and the last...the sickest among all!! freaking sweet with a grasshopper in it!!!! wah lau..and i freaking put the whole piece into my mouth la!!! and even bit off some parts!!! wahwahwah..sick ppl!!! esp with my sis eeeeing and ewwwing makes things worse la!!! basically they got mi alllll the food tt i dun eat la!!! must be sis's ideas!!!!duh duh duh!!

nx up on the agenda...cake cutting time and of cuz cake smacking time...they got mi a cake from crystal jade but i dunno why it's triangular..and wats more with 'you tiao' inside..lol...

nice right...first time in my 24 yrs of yr...i am creamed...lol...dun think dirty k...

after the guys have enjoyed themselves..it's time for my present!!!!

my new coach wristlet!!! and my bday cake with coupon stolen by shaun!!!

thanks to matthew, shaun, andrew, lionel, weiliang, jinrong, michelle, sis and bro!!! love all of u!!!!

duh eh wat neh

'gd afternoon, this is AIA. Our customer service officers are currently not available to answer yr call, please leave yr name and contact nbr and i'll arrange for the nx available officer to return yr call.'

this is the freaking passage i repeated time after time for about 8hrs non-stop on the phone and it's going to last another 2-3 wks~!!!!!! training will only start then cuz waiting for another newie to join the company..then why ask mi to start work so freaking soon!!!!??? i dont get it at all!!!wasting my freaking time!!!!!

though it's easy job..but it made mi soooo tired...i'm nw half dead...throat damn dry..eyes damn pain...so...bye.'

ps: now u guys noe hw's my first day of work. fun huh??? *smirkz* *PUI*

3 moooorreee daaayyss!!!!~~

AHHHHHHHHH......i dun wanna go back to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............
there goes my freeeeeeeDDDdooooooommmmm~~~!!!!
NoOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooO!!!!

angry

freaking angry day!!

had an awful incident sharing cab with shaun lionel and tt freaking jinrong who is so sub-standard i have nth to say abt him!! bloody hell..no gentlemen manners...no brains!! ass...this is the last time i'm freaking sharing a bloody cab with him!! mark my words!!!!!!

anyways..here are some..disturbing warped pics to share..


matt (right) shaun n stupid jinrong (left)

lionel (right) sis (left)

andrew n shaun

this is none other than A Garden of Dreams' blog owner Ms Joyce..lol.alien..

weiliang..where's yrs? pls submit to mi!!

YESYESYES!!!

YESYESYES!!! why am i so happy? cuz i no nid to waste money alrdy!!! i've got my driver's license!!!! will be receiving the actual card license in 2wks time..now i can concentrate on my work and studies and entertaining the piggies...lol...

YEAHYEAHYEAH!!!!

5 days to go

right..wats with the title of this post..ok..i'm officially going to start work on the 26th of March..at AIA changi road..wat do i do there? i'm a customer care consultant handling calls from aunties n uncles, ladies n gentlemen regarding their insurance..for exactly wat kinda policy i'll be handling..i'm nt too sure yet...the sad thing is..probation is freaking 6mths!! but i can take leave after the 3rd mth onwards....wanna noe the truth..i'm nt looking forward to going work...sigh..for for the fun i've enjoyed for more than 2mths..not for the slp i've enjoyed and not for the late nights and afternoon gatherings with all of you...it's the stupid company itself la..i can smell a strong stench..POLITICS.!!! yes..i noe every company has got their own politics..but this stench...is scaring me...maybe my nose is faulty for once la...who noes right...

omgomgomg 1 more day to my driving test...shaun, sis and bro-in-law..pls.......my test is not today!!! thanks shaun for giving wrong info to sis...lol....blur sotongs but thanks for even remembering abt mi.....anyway..wish mi luck..but dun pin all yr hopes too high..and no need for extra consolation even if i fail..it's nth..cuz afterall..it's nt the first time..lol..but of cuz i do hope i pass la...so no nid waste money anymore..

hmm..i'm now located at raffles city burger king with matu...he looks like he's studying but i dunno hw much he can absorb though..i find tt it's nt really a 'study area' here...but again..different ppl can adapt to different environment...gonna meet weiliang n sis later on for dinner...wat to eat...?

haiz..i can turn my head to the right nw...i mean...not fully to look wats behind mi...i'm suffering from stiff neck..woke up in the morning and i tot i was paralysed...cuz i cant move my head!! it was soooooo utterly painful..i cant sit up..i cant turn my head...but after forcing myself....i managed to turn my body sideways and confirmed i'm nt paralysed...lol...

ok..matu stopped staring at his notes...he's rubbing his eyes and he looks damn slpy...i think he's giving up...hahahahahahah....ok..i can see his notes nw...SHAUN..his handwriting is better than yrs!! hhahahahahah..opps....

this sat meeting caline aka lian mei to celebrate our 11yrs anniversary...the actual date we set was 26th March..all of u must be thinking why march since school started in jan...lol..it's just to make it easy to rem.....keke...lame hor...may be going holland v to have our dinner and some wine...romantic right?lol...i probably blogged abt wat we did last yr..so u guys can go check out the post n read abt wat we did....if the post does exist...

ok..abt 5mins later...matu yawned..lol...

lazy!!! hope i wont be like tt when i go back to sch...keke..

going to read my bk nw...ciao!~~

wat a day..

two major things happened today...took bus from bedok to ubi for my driving lesson...haha...i was looking at the overly crowded toyota showroom inside the bus....i was dreaming when i will have the chance to be in there shopping for my car and guess what...i missed my stop!!! hahaha..i wanted to laugh to myself but was more worried that the next bus stop will be miles away from the driving centre...luckily it wasnt..i stopped at the next stop and walked down to the centre...it was merely 5mins...thank God...and wat's more..the weather was a killer!!

next...was supposed to drive to the circuit at 3...my instructor rcvd a call and was informed that his tyre was punctured!!!!! gosh...but the both of us don't know anything abt it...we cant feel any difference at all!! God knows when the tyre was punctured...sigh...we had to stop along a road to fix the tyre...poor instructor mr lim suffered from backaches but had to go thru this...i cant help at all...all i can do is stand under the sun and watch him...but he still got the time to ask mi buy 4D...haha...it took abt 15mins for him to replace the punctured tyre...and we gotta rush into the circuit..so meaning..i was left with only about 40mins for my circuit..and yes...we gotta pay extra 22bucks just to get into the circuit...kinda heart pain...but no choice la..it's smthing beyond our control..well..we tot that perhaps the tyre hit a nail but after a thorough check..no nails found..so we seriously dunno wats the problem..perhaps the tube burst..shrugz...

keke..rushed to buy 4D after my lesson....i'm nt gambling queen but it's just trying my luck la..cuz for the first time in my life having sat in so many cars..a tyre actually punctured!! haahahah...wish mi luck everyone...

smirkz

boring saturday..yes indeed it is...though matt and guys are planning to go timbre tonight but feel i'll miss that cuz i dont really fancy music by UK bands and of cuz unwilling to pay for smthing i dont fancy...and i had plans actually but due to unforeseen circumstances, it may be cancelled...so..enjoy the night boys..

had a game of mahjong last night..keke..lucky only lost 1 dollar..managed to recover the losses in the first round during the second one...sis won the all of us...it's really her year this yr as a tiger..and the best fren for pigs is actually tiger!! must stick ard her more often...hahah..but she's really kind enuff to help me pay for my meals whenever we meet her as i am jobless and broke...

AIA offers mi the position as Customer Care consultant at changi road...though the pay offered is not what i had expected..i guess i shall just grab it for the sake of my studies..yes matt..i'm nt kidding..i'm serious in going for part-time studies..cuz the money i earn with my quals are nt enuff for mi..i wanna earn until i have enuff to buy, at least, an off-peak car!!! hahahah...then we can go sembawang to eat yr crazy prata...and also nt to rely on sis's car..though it's quite a big and difficult dream to achieve..but at least try lor....shd i acept the job..i'll start work on the 26th march...which left mi with only one more wk of freedom, overly sufficient slp,late nights and morning badmintons...can we plan after office hrs badminton so sis can join us also?????

i dunno if i'll really enjoy working at AIA cuz it doesnt leave mi a very good feeling after the first interview...and afterall..it's a call centre environment once again...but thinking abt it..if nt for my studies and the fact tt i'm broke..i will not consider it a path i wanna take...i will wanna work in a bank...hahah..actually..the ambition i wanted to persue was to be a broker!! not smone who is broke but smone who works in a stock market...so fun and challenging...but it's hard to fulfil this kinda dream la..

sigh...boring saturday....yes..i've said it twice...i know..but it's a fact!!! and it's kinda bothering me...hahahha..just found smthing to do with sis...yahoo mahjong!!!! wooo hooo..here i go....ciao

bloody drivers

i wanna curse and swear at those who honked at mi during my driving lesson today!!! all u bloody ppl with license!!! does it give u the privilege to honk at ppl with L plate whenever u like it and for no GOOD reasons~?!?!?

i'm nt even road hogging!!! and i dunno why the hell u honk for!!!! twice in 90mins!!!! stupid auntie driving red chevrolet and another stupid construction worker driving stupid pick up!!! i'll curse tt yr honks will not work forever!

and what do i do to revenge? i drive even slowly and block their way!!! well..at least my instructor encourages mi to do it for revenge...HAHAHA

and one more thing...i dun understand why ppl always stereotype female drivers..you think every female drivers has sucky driving techniques?!?!!? i'm gonna prove it tt i'm nt one of them..shall take my sis for good example..lol..she's a fighter on the road!!!

atrocious!!

first of all..i'm dead..it's alrdy march and i am jobless...my tp will be on the 22nd of march...my bday coming soon...getting old...omg omg...at this point of time...smtimes one will just wanna commit suicide...but maybe i am pessimistic so i wont do that..i believe a great job will come along soon...and i hope i can do well in tp..and older means wiser and as compared to the younger ones..i've seen more shit than u!! and of cuz, a chinese saying 'ate more salt than you had eaten rice'..duhz...why cant it be sugar? sounds nicer...

was bored this whole afternoon and was surfing ard trying to find a job..unknowingly..stumbled upon MDIS's webby trying to find a job...and i looked through the courses they have and i have this sudden intention to take up a diploma in travel and hospitality management..cant help it..i just enjoy being in service line..cuz i think service is very much impt in life...and i certainly cant tolerate abhorrent services...

one example..visited a certain cafe last night at cineleisure lvl 2...ordered some dessert and drinks..had asked for ice water but the 'waitress' (butch) said they dont serve ice water...it puzzled me as i saw her serving ice water to the customers sitting right in front of us..and so i asked if they sell water cuz thinking we may have to pay for them....and she replied 'no we dont serve at all'...so i questioned why she served to the customers in front of us..she rudely replied 'because they complained'..omg...it's like wat the hell..so i said 'then i am going to complain too!'..she has got the cheek to say 'sorry but i am just the staff here'.. HELLO..like duh i dunno u are the staff...precisely u are wking there tts why i am complaining to u!! no brains or wat?? so i just told her off..though not screaming..that i am a customer as well..if u can serve others ice water just becuz they complained so u can definitely do the same for mi.. (or smthing similar la..cant recall the exact words)..so she replied tt she will check for mi...after awhile..she came with a bottle of mineral water and said it's compliment from the cafe...again..with a stuck up tone that even if she gave mi perrier mineral water it wont cool me down...and guess wat..it's nt over yet...the cake shaun ordered took a million yrs to be served..i kinda suspect if they actually baked the cake on the spot...cuz it's ridiculous why my crepe was served much earlier when it's ordered later!!! so i asked her to check on the cake cuz i am alrdy finishing my crepe!! no..she didnt even check...so i called another waitress (butch again) to check on the freaking cake...guess wat...they forgot abt it...it's not that they gotta bake it...wat kinda service is this!??!?

omg..if i am a foreigner...it's definitely annoucing to the world that Singapore's customer service SUCKS to the core!! or rather...they dont even know the meaning of customer service...i think this has to be taught in school for watever courses or diploma or degree you are studying....customer service is not only applicable to the service industry..i feel it's essential for any industry in singapore..cuz the meaning of customer service is nt plainly explained as providing service to ppl...it's abt integrity and manners as well...it has to be applied in everyday life...you cant possibly present your proposal to your potential clientele in a rude manner right??it's about how you handle ppl...make them happy with what you provide..

so ladies and gentlemen...it's time to study more about wat customer service is as it's really useful in life...no matter wat you major in...be it engineering or techincal jobs..you wont want to make smone unhappy because you did not do a good job...you wont want smone to complain on you either..example ' hey your engineer did not fix my machine the way it shd have been done!!'... hello...cuz this is customer service as well....

buck up Singapore... ARGHHH

and yes...went for IT show at suntec with shaun and later on andrew..packed like sardines at convention hall lvl 6 where all the prestigious brands were located...had carl's jr for dinner...full like pig nw... *burp*

torn...

feel torn and tattered..i am talking abt my heart....pls lemmi explain whatever i said or am going to say are nt words to victimise myself..mostly..i'm just trying to vent my frustrations..perhaps now i do realise...the best way is still by blogging as it will not give you any additional negative comments esp in times when u feel down...

i feel i take friendship too hard and too seriously but i cant make myself take it lightly..i understand everyone has got diff perception on the meaning of friendship but never did i expect smthing so crude from others...

being good to smone...never have i asked for returns...but it's inevitable that human long to feel wanted at times...wanted by family, friends or lovers...but it holds a different meaning from asking for returns altogether...can human really expect nothing after putting in effort for smthing? do you tell mi you dun expect good results for yr test if you had put in effort studying hard for it? u mean u can just lightly accept that you failed your exams and you dont feel you havent done more for it and no slight remorse at all?

if u can...well i am sorry i cant.....well..i am not fit to use test or exams for examples but for me...it holds the same meaning..the only difference is one is relationship and one is test...it's abt hoping (rather than using the word 'want') for good returns.....

i dunno who else can relate to what i had said or truly able to accept n understand how i feel..or is everyone else opposite from mi? if it's true..perhaps it's time for mi to wake up and learn to take things lightly...but pls smone explain to me...what is then, the meaning of life if we take friendship lightly? i know u still have family..but how often can you share yr personal feelings with them?

oh guardian angel...where art thou?

earthquake!~

gosh gosh..sumatra having earthquake and i felt it at about 1.54 pm!!! tot i was giddy but no!! the table shook!! and my mum felt it too!!! and whats more..sis who works at millenia tower felt it too!! and her whole office is evacuated to be safe...

the shake left mi giddy....wanna puke... ** bRuaAah**

曹格 chao ge gary~~!!

suddenly remembered we saw 曹格 Chao Ge Gary at Ding Tai Feng junction 8 this evening when having dinner there!!! wanted to snap one pic but the cam.......nvm....here's who he is....

he is....quite short actually.....keke

all of u reading must be duhring cuz noone noes him right...maybe those a bit chinese educated will noe...all the bananas and potatoes wont lor...........you noe who i am tokking about.........

happy 24th bday matu chan

happy bday matu!! this post is a little late but i was sick so yar...forgiven huh..

attended yr bday bbq and wanna thank you for the food and ESP..the mist of champange i got from yr mouth!! sicko!!!! mi not the onli person who put cream on yr face but why am i the target for your revenge? unfair!! anyway...wanna wish you good...and like i said in the card..the last yr was great and this yr is gonna be better in terms of your studies, family, friends, money (huat ahh!!) and of cuz...r/s...kekekeke

and yes..i did mention i was sick..it was since sunday evening when a headache started..then slowly it led to vomiting and complete lost of appetite...for 5 whole days...i did not eat a single meal...every meal was just a mouthful and i will wanna puke again...went doctor onli on the third day and was diagnosed with gastric flu and was given a jab on the arse...hahaha...painful....gastric flu is deadly man...matu chan..u noe wat i am tokking abt...esp the vomitting part....the best thing is...the vomit wont give u warnings so that u have the time to run to the washroom...it will just come right out of the mouth when u are least aware or resting on the bed and you will have to grab your rubbish bin...well..tts what happened to mi...lucky i prepared..left the rubbish bin right beside mi...and when it just got peaceful... *bruahhhh* ... vomit again....

it left mi to feel like a complete veg...cant do anything...can only duh on the bed or sofa to watch tv...no energy to even go online.....painful ah................................

and whats more..it's contagious!!! kekeke...be careful all...who went to the bbq on sat....LOL *evil grin*

cny updates

oh well..nth much to write about actually...cuz actually the same things happened just like last yr...but this yr's special will be shaun's heroic action by shouting 'OEI MAI CHA LA' (which means oei dun be noisy in hokkien) at abt 11pm from first floor making sure all in the hse can hear it...and of cuz nt missing out on weiliang's 'rain dance' , the one-n-only dance move created by him on a fateful night at MOMO..he gotta show it to everyone in the hse..the hilarious part is my one of my aunties asked him to shake his butt more...keke....

here are some of the pics..






let the steamboat begin.....

piggy fish cake...kawaii ne...








new game to play...forfeit will be eating a packet of wasabi all at once..











the nonsensicals...lol..watever...






chinese tradition to 'lao yu sheng'

well..my chopsticks flew off halfway..and just look at the mess..

bad day

in a whole..it was just a bad day..shant reveal the details but overall...it's really terrible..

happy birthday to mum...though she's nt happy....didnt expect things to turn out this way..kinda broken my heart...sobbing while typing this... (and of cuz..couple more of unfortunate events happened)...

i'm so stressed up...i dunno how to make myself feel better....the moment i am alone...i start to feel this way...but luckily it went away when i was with the boys...but once shaun n andrew got out of the cab...it started all over again...the shitty feeling overwhelmed my heart..i realised i cant be alone...but i have to....wish i have a dog to hug nw...at least it will help to calm mi down....right...soft toys doesnt help....

cant imagine the feeling of waking up in the morning...cuz i cant predict how the day will be like...wish i can slp forever and never be awake to face this cruel and cold world...smtimes i wish i was born as smone's precious pet...eat..slp..play...and having a good owner...dun have to worry abt anything...

it's 3am nw...just finished tokking to andrew n shaun...felt really bad..bad in the sense..hurt...and depressed...lost....if there is a more tragic word to describe the way i'm feeling now...pls gimme suggestions....dun dare to slp..cuz i dun dare to open my eyes in the morning...

tokking on the phone reminded mi of a sad past...maybe it's the cause of everything tt had happened...the cause of the fear in me....i dunno...but it's sucky cuz it's wayyyyyy tooo long ago...i shd have gotten over it....but dreaming of it twice in a wk kinda made things worse......

read this in a bulletin board in friendster...

ARIES:. The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny.Take you on trips to the moon in bed.Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy.Loves being in long relationships.=)Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

--->Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous Loud <---- quite true..the rest i dunno la...

right..gonna rest...slping or not is another thing.................

PS: blue for the font as it symbalises moody...